You give me happiness in a way I can never explain...

Soon...

2009-08-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

In about two weeks time, I will be leaving OETI to the dreaded place...Sungei Gedong Camp. Not only is it freaking far from my house but at there, there will be tons of vehicles to service and repair and there is no fixed time for you to end work. Which means, if anything cannot fix in time, working overnight till 3, 4am is also possible.I will miss my current camp so much, the kopi and teh bing there, the instructors and just the place itself.

Soon my slack army life will be over and awaiting me will be oil, grease and dirt plus tons of vehicles in a giant workshop. Dear....I hope I can still keep You accompany as often as I can now by then. Study hard for Your exams now k. WO AI NI!!

"You are on my heart...just like a tattoo.."

Ninja to Ninja...

2009-06-23T05:02:00.000-07:00

Two days in my new posting...and all I feel is that nothing have changed. I just moved from ninja in BMT to ninja in OETI. Oh wait something has changed...now I am wasting 100 bucks per month on transport and 3 hours of travelling time a day which equates to 60 hours per month just for travelling.

My 8-5 vocation is more like a 5am(wake up)-7.30pm(reach home) job. I guess I was never born to be a slacker or I can never have the chance to be one at all...sigh...what to do but simply suck thumb and get on with it. 22 more months to go!!

Enough of my complaining LOL..I wanna share a very meaningful song. It is titled "借我一輩子" by Gary Cao. Why would I say it is very meaningful? Because I think the title is very sweet. I think if You are fast enough, You will know why already...

借我一輩子

(借你一辈子借你我剩下的日子答应过你的那些事

请你让我去证实用你左手的无名指)

借你我肩膀借你温暖借你美好的时光

借你胸膛借你疯狂借你放肆的飞翔

想不想永远留着这些不用问永远到底有多长

我知道生命太短所以不要有遗憾如果你你和我一样

时间像个陀螺般的旋转差点把我们的爱打乱

我不要再这样我不要再流浪我只能这么想

这一次我看见了生命的答案

就藏在你身上让我完整的一半最甜蜜的负担
　
借你一辈子借你我剩下的日子
　
答应过你的那些事请你去证实对天使发誓
　
给我一辈子给我你所有的日子
　
写下两个人的故事用你左手的无名指
　
我们都曾经在爱里迷失方向以为独自生活
　　
就不会受伤不受伤 no no no no
　
我曾经把你错过我不要把你错过
　
我认定你一定会是我最美的结果

"借我一輩子...还你下辈子"

Love is when...

2009-06-13T06:25:00.000-07:00

Love is when she tells You that she loves You everyday even after 774 days together...

Love is when she comes all the way to Your house just to have lunch with You and ask You not to send her back because she knows You are tired...

Love is when she lets You kiss her knowing that You have fever, sore throat and flu...

Love is when She become Your motivation in life...

"Love is simply You...Me and Us..."

POC!

2009-06-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

I am proud to pass out as a NINJA warrior. POC!

"Love is what keeps me going..."

Army...

2009-04-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

Finally it is time for my pre-army post....Cant believe that it is finally here. Loss of freedom for two years...I will miss You so much my dear...Our weekends dates, sending You to school, talking to You on the phone and holding Your hand as we walked around Eastpoint...and so many more...

Hope that the 14 letters that I wrote for You can help You feel less lonely during the two weeks confinement. Wo Ai Ni!!! Thank You for the birthday card You wrote for me in advance Dear...it is so so sweet!!

Hopefully I can come out on Labour Day...public holidays never felt so precious before...

Take care k Dear!!

Loving You forever and Ever...

"S Love J Forever..."

Myself?

2009-04-08T01:52:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Other results:
The most important thing in your life is a person you like. (So true OMG)
The type of friends that you want is talkative. (Kel,alan,sze jun, wq,eugene,des and most of my friends are all talkative one！Amazing! LOL)

Go http://www.quizbox.com/personality if You are as bored as me ^^

"My mind cant stop thinking of You..."

Soon...

2009-04-02T23:04:00.000-07:00

Soon my working life will come to an end. 9 April to be exact. For the first time, I wish there wasnt a public holiday. Good Friday means less money for me to earn before I start working in the army for around 50 cents or 1 dollar per hour sianz. This compounded by the fact that Dear is not coming back from Japan till 11 April makes my holiday even more meaningless.

But luckily...or hopefully I can meet up with my so long never see friends on that day before all of us enter the green loving camp in Tekong. And I was even awarded the most absentee by facebook comparing friends app LOL.

I still remember me hating to go to work in the first few weeks of my working life then. Envious of those who are born with a gold or silver spoon and do not have/wish to find work. But soon, the envious feelings became my motivation to work harder. My motivation to earn enough money for myself to buy the things I want, to visit the countries I go to and also to marry my dear.

Obviously I am not going to earn enough money now to do all that but everything gotta start somewhere. Which also means that my dream of owning a PS3 is going to wait even longer. Why cant Sony just cut its price!! Lol.

Cant believe I am only three weeks away from my enlistment date. Time passes so fast...the last time I saw most of my friends was when results were being released. Soon my hair will be gone...most of it anyway...and I will look like a 15-16 year old wearing some uniform in a colour so ugly that it should be not called green at all. They should probably come up with a new colour name for it like...sufugly or something like that.

Wonder how my days wil be like when my work has finally stopped...no more waking up at 7 and taking the train to pasir ris then to Tanjong Pagar...no more good food :(((...no more money to earn....but..the best thing is I finally have time to spend with Dear even though we only have like a week free together before her school starts.

By then, most of my friends will be in the army already with only Jon and eugene in the same situation like me. I really appreciate my working life not only becos it gives me money but I learnt quite alot in these 4 short months. How to work and communicate with people, how events are being organised and the importance of EQ in the working life.

How I wish I can get a scholarship...not having to pay over $20 to $30 k of tutition fees is equivalent to saving that amount of money for the future...if only I realised it sooner. But now with a crappy non-academic record and a not good enough academic result I guess scholarships are far and beyond me now.

Anyway enough of all these future stuff, I cant wait to go out with my friends tomorrow!! Miss suaning SJ haha!

And Dear, have a safe trip k. You know how much You mean to me...and I miss You already!! Love You, my wife! ^^

"Cant wait to hold You in my arms again..."

2 Year Anniversary!!

2009-03-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my 2 year anniversary with Dear today!! I enjoyed the lunch as a whole and Dear I want You to know that I really love You so so much...Sorry to make You feel neglected the past few days and making You sad...

I am working so hard now for You dear and I hope You can have faith in our love and never think about all the negative stuffs anymore...我爱你!!

默默

这是一个没有答案的问题

我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题

却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白

你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖

浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题

我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题

却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白

你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖

浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

未来的每一天不管发生什么

能不能交给我呢

我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖

浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

"慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖..."

爱情

2009-03-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

You know You are in love when....

You buy something for her and it is not the cost that You are worried about...but whether she will like it or not...

You make something for her and not think of the time and effort You spend in making it but the look on her/his face when she/he receive it...

You bring her out for a meal and ask her what she wants to eat first... (every single time)

You give her a surprise not only on special occasions but every once in a while just because You feel like making her feel surprised and happy...

You give her her favourite dishes even if You are hungry cos You know she loves to eat them...

You want to hold her close not to kiss her but to make her feel safe...

You kiss her not only for the way it feels but for the look in her eyes after the kiss...

You hold her hand not to show others You are a couple but because You cant let her out of Your sight...

You send her home no matter how tired You are and how lonely the journey back is just because You want to be sure that she is safe back home.

You want to share with her everything that happened in Your day not because You HAVE to but because You WANT to...

You remember her IC and phone number better than Your own...

You ask her to sleep early every night even though You know she wont...

You want to look better for her even though You know she loves You just the way You are...

You can imagine Yourself marrying her even in Your dreams...

You feel happy even when You are just sitting with her on the sofa doing nothing...

You want to make her feel happy and when she does, so do You...

"A Smile on Your Face makes everything I do feel worthwhile..."

2009-03-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

一半

一直等一個人等了很久

這一場獨角戲是很寂寞

春夏秋冬我的窗口只有風經過

愛很深有多深我也不懂

妳走後我的心變的脆弱

聽一首歌也覺得痛

但我誰也沒有說

右邊的座位右邊的枕頭

都已經空了那麼久

為妳守候那是因為我已經看透

沒有妳的愛

這個我只是一半

不哭了不笑了

為誰努力我也不明白

沒有人能取代

一個圓的另一半

我固執的等待

等風再把妳帶回來

“沒有妳的愛....這個我只是一半..."

Crossroads...

2009-03-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

Gotten back by A level results which is not extremely good like Yi Feng or Alan they all but I am happy that I did not screwed it up due to my illness during that period. Abit sad that I didnt get an A for econs but I guess the A for my Maths made up for it. Anyway I feel so confused right now...unlike most of friends who already have a course which they like in mind, I have nothing in mind at all. Engineering, business or ???

I think it lies in the fact that I have no one true great passion like most people. I guess I am too used to studying in Singapore education system that teaches You a ton of subjects without needing you to choose only one specification. Sigh...I think I can only make my decision after visiting the Open House of NUS and NTU.

For those who are wondering about the various courses cut off point, you can visit the following websites for an idea. Hope it helps. Please let something enlighten me and help me find a course that I wont regret. Till then, good luck for everyone in applying for your uni! ^^

NUS http://nus.edu/oam/IGP/igp.htm
NTU http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/oad2/pdfs/COP.pdf
SMU http://www.smu.edu.sg/admissions/downloads/pdf/Samp%20Notif%20(SMU)%20COP%20FINAL%20with%20FAQs.pdf

"Thinking of You..."

真的,我沒事...

2009-03-03T18:56:00.000-08:00

It is just two more days before I get a piece of paper that will probably decide a huge part of my life...whether I become a engineer, scientist, accountant or even a businessman will all be indirectly due to that piece of paper. I wish I can feel more confident of it...I wish I can tell myself that "Stop scaring yourself, everything will turn out okay in the end" but I just cant. Somehow I am just not the type that is confident of my studies...

I feel so tired now...tired of losing contact with my friends as time passes, tired of waiting for army to come along. There is so many things I wanna do but at the same time I dont feel like doing them...I think I am going crazy lol. Enough of all this nonsense. Enjoy the song below if you wish. Good luck everyone.

真的,我沒事

On and on, the pain goes on

And it wouldn't just wouldn't die

我竟远比想像中软弱旦无能为力

对你的眼神选择了逃避恨自己恨自己

On and on, the pain lives on

It's hurting so much more

就像我被悔不当初的罪恶吞去

惩罚过后能否带来解脱I'll be fine...I'll be fine

So many cried, listening to God

让坚强不只是种伪装

So many lies, listening to you

天亮后...I will be fine

On and on, the pain goes on and

I just don't know how to cope

伸手抱住自己是否就能够不再空虚

最后信念别放弃I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried, listening to you

希望你能再给我力量

So many lies, listening to you

什么时候...I will be fine...

当我再也不对任何事期待只剩下你

只剩下你

有天当我舍弃一切见你请你要微笑不语

So many cried~, listening to you

希望你能再给我力量

So many lies, listening to you

什么时候I will be fine

"天亮后...I will be fine..."

Touch my Barreh!

2009-02-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

Been working extra half an hour nowadays to earn extra money. It may not be much but hey a little bit goes a long way. Anyway, I just wanna share the video below cos it is very funny lol. I saw this from my friend siew hui blog and if you never seen it before then go see it lol.

The below video I believe everyone or nearly everyone have watched it before. Anyway after watching it for the nth time yesterday I realise the real funny part is when I see the celebrities in it laughing. Seems that laughter is indeed very contagious lol.

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Anyway the reason for posting all this funny vids is to relieve my stress of the release of the A level results which is rumoured to be out on 6 March which is next friday!! I am most afraid of my maths results ahh. Think I will get a C or B at best.

Well still got a week plus more to go. Finally can see everyone back then. Cant wait!! Excited and nervous at the same time lol. Take Care everyone and Cya all very very soon ^^

"I miss talking to You on the phone..."

Valentine's Day!

2009-02-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

Finally have time to blog about my second Valentine with my beloved Dear!! I woke up bright and early that day, went to check on the rose in the fridge then after getting ready headed off to find dear.

Wanted to give Dear a surprise that day so I took out a small gift bag out of the big gift bag I was going to give her and stood outside her corridor. Like she wrote in her blog, at first she really thought that the small gift bag with a box of Japanese chocolates was all that I was going to give her. Just when I wanted her to close her eyes so that I can show her the real gifts, she turned and saw the big gift bag with all her gifts in it plus the special rose in it. Sigh there goes my surprise lol.

Anyway, everything I gave her was in red! ^^ Even the Froddo Frogs which she loves are pasted with a red heart in the front lol. There were a total of nineteen frogs so I wrote a alphabet on each of the hearts to form the word "Happy Valentine's Day" I put all the frogs plus some homemade decorations papers into a red colour gift box. My smart dear easily formed the phrase after pouring out all the frogs from the box. But how can I let her valentine be one without any surprise. So actually I also hid a couple keychain under the giftbox.

Anyway the way of revealing this was actually by turning each of the frogs opposite because at the back of each frog I prepared another phrase lol and that was "Open The Bottom Of Box!" 19 letters exactly too.

Dear took quite a while before she realised which box I was referring to lol. But I hoped it was a nice surprise dear. Dear also gave me gifts with the colour theme red lol. She gave me a hand grip exercise thingy, chocolate cornflakes she made herself and Merci Chocolates! ^^ I loved everyone of Your gifts Dear.

After cam-whoring with all our amazing presents, we headed to Marina Square for Dim Sum! lol. I know how weird it seems to eat Dim Sum on Valentine Day for lunch but we loved the Dim Sum there. Tasty! Best of all, the place is not crowded so the ambience there is always serene and peaceful ^^

After that, we walked around and shopped. We bought some clothes and nearly walked the whole of marina square before deciding to head to CityLink Mall for Dear beloved Marvelous Cream Ice Cream. Dear described the taste of the strawberry shortcake ice cream as First Love lol so sweet. But me being one that likes to try new things, we ordered the Mango Tiramisu instead.

We walked to the fountain thingy at Suntec and ate our ice cream there. The ice cream wasnt as good as its price suggest but eating with dear make every cent of it worthwhile ^^

We continued walking and decided to head back to EastPoint to eat a light meal as we were both too full from the ice cream lol.

After dinner, I sent her home and we lived happily ever after....lol that would be a nice ending to the story.

Dear...I love You!! All the best for Your final paper! ^^

Hearts in Process

We took alot of dim sum pics but I lazy upload lol so just put my favourite carrot cake yum!!

My gifts to Dear! ^^

The "decoration paper" plus the key chain

Dear Gifts for me!

At the Dim Sum Restaruant

Smile!

Haha dear dont kill me for posting this lol

Flower and Chocolates!

Red!! ^^

^^

Mango Tiramisu!

Loves ^^

You are the only One...

Simple Love...

说不上为什么

我变得很主动

若爱上一个人

什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布

对你依依不舍

连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风在吹着头发飘动

牵着你的手

一阵莫名感动

我想带你

回我的外婆家

一起看着日落

一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀

我

想带你骑单车

我想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧

唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害

你

靠着我的肩膀

你在我胸口睡着

像这样的生活

我爱你你爱我

想简简单单爱~

想简简单单爱~

我想大声宣布

对你依依不舍

连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风在吹着头发飘动

牵着你的手

一阵莫名感动

我想带你

回我的外婆家

一起看着日落

一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀

我

想带你骑单车

我想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧

唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害

你

靠着我的肩膀

你在我胸口睡着

像这样的生活

我爱你你爱我

想简简单单爱~

想简简单单爱~

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀

我

想带你骑单车

我想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧

唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害

你

靠着我的肩膀

你在我胸口睡着

像这样的生活

我爱你你爱我....

"你靠着我的肩膀你在我胸口睡着..."

First Crush...

2009-02-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

V day is coming!!! I am so excited and worried at the same time. Excited that I can spend a second Valentine with dear again but worried that she might like not the gifts on that day lol.

Anyway after reading my sis blog and since Valentine day is in three days time, I myself feel like writing about my first crush or should I say the first girl I chased in my life....anyway for those who are uninterested about lovey dovey stuff please leave now in case the following cause you to feel unwell lol

Hmmm....where should I even begin...For simplicity sake I shall name this girl "R" bah. Hey sis in case you think I am copying you, I called her R since the time I fall in love in with her so it is just a concidence we both use R to represent the person we used to like lol.

Anyway, R was in the same cca as me in sec sch from sec 2 to sec 4. She is a year younger than me and at that time, I still haven fallen in love with her. I only thought that out of all the girls in my cca that time. she was the cutest lol. Near the middle or end of sec 3, I begin to become attracted to not only her looks but also her character. But as I look like absolute crap then, I really didnt dare to chase her.

And then when I was sec 4, I know my time is about to run out. So I begin to change myself to even have the right to chase her...I begin to exercise frequently, learn to dress better (which I am still learning lol), learn to be more initiative...and without her as a motivation I doubt I can even look like what I am right now...

Anyway, I begin to find chances to spend time with her in cca and by that time, the whole cca was teasing about me and her. At first, it was kind of fun and exciting but soon it was sadness as deep down I know no matter how I change, R will just never fall for a guy like me. After all, at that time she liked a tall and handsome basketball guy and there was no way she will like a short and unattractive guy like me...

But a friend sms me on the last day of our cca performance to tell me to not live my life with regrets and just tell her how I feel... and thanks to him I did...although not in person...and I didnt even gave her the chance to reject me cos I told her I know I wasnt good enough for her...in fact this blog also started partly due to her...and she was also the first girl I bought a birthday present for....

If anyone bothered to read my archives, you will know how "scary" I was last time lol and I still thought she will find it sweet (haha I was so dumb back then). My friends may tell me that she is not the most pretty girl in the world but at that time, something just attracted me to her as though she is the only person that my heart will love...words like "I will love you forever" are used so carelessly nowadays and even I am guilty of that then.

I still rmb folding hundreds of small little hearts to put into the gift box of her birthday present at the end of sec 4 lol but in the end I took them all out cos I want her to think that I no longer love her then lol. In fact I dont think she even know now that I folded so many hearts for her haha!

It has been so long (actually only about 1 year plus bah but it still feel very long lol) since I last saw her already. Right now, I no longer think about her like last time le. She is more like a little sister to me right now. Cos most of the time, she is always so worried about her results and I always have to tell her not to worry (which is true cos she is really very smart) like a brother reassuring his little sister. So now she is just like a very smart little sister that I enjoy talking to haha. I can never forget the heart beating super fast feeling when I was sitting near her during cca days..and it will be a memory I cherish for the rest of my life...

Even though I know she may not be reading this, I just wanna say...Thank You R! For being my motivation to change and allowing me to learn how to chase a girl...without you, my V day this year just might be spent alone lol. So thank you so much for letting me become who I am right now ^^
Otherwise, I am sure my dear also wont love the fat and short guy that I was in sec 3 lol (hey wait I am still short haha). And Dear, dont worry...my heart belongs only to You right now... Love You k!! Thank You dear for teaching me how to be a boyfriend, a lover and a husband... ^^

And dear although it is in my nature to be nice and caring towards girls, I will only be super sweet to You k. And I hope I will not longer talk in a way that makes You think I am flirting with girls. In fact, I am sure most if not all of the girls I talked to didnt feel that I was flirting with them so dont worry k. Yup. I guess this is the end of my lovey dovey post le. Wishing everyone, be it single or attached, a very blissful and amazing Valentine Day ahead. Enjoy! ^^

"Love is simply...amazing...

and it is all because of You...my beloved Dear..."

Loving You....

2009-02-02T17:40:00.000-08:00

Dear....I know You are so stressed out over Your studies right now...and I feel so useless that I cant do anything to aid You in Your studies...

I just want You to know that please do not worry about not spending enough time with me during this period of time cos I know that You are too busy right now...I hope I can come find You this weekend and see You even if it is only for 5 minutes...I wanna feel You in my arms again dear...

Dear, have faith in Yourself and Jia You for the next three weeks. Cant wait to spend time with You once Your exams are over. Loving You always...Muacks!! ^^

"Have faith in Yourself and Our Amazing Love..."

Back to Work

2009-01-28T20:36:00.000-08:00

Not going to blog about CNY yet cos not free plus no pics to upload. So instead going to do a quiz that my sis tagged me yesterday.

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Er...my tongue? lol! Jking Jking!

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Woohoo!! Cant wait to go work and sit there for eight hours! (ya right)

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My brother I think

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
I think I am still functioning quite well so not spoiled yet

5: Would you ever donate blood?
Ya sure especially to chio vampires like Bella lol Bite me!!

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Used to...I guess

7: Do you want someone dead?
Am I included?

8:What does your last text message say?
"Dear HAPPY 1 YEAR 10 MTHS too! You have been e most amazing bf ever.. You were always there for me.. :) I love You dear! Thank You for everything! Cya soon too!"

9:What are you thinking of right now?
When is this quiz is going to end.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yup. Sze Jun. Since nobody can see him anyway lol

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
Technically the second I fall asleep I could not have looked at the time so I guess around 12 plus bah

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
Topman

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Dear!!

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Dear!!!!!!!

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1.Dear
2.Audrey
3.Esther
4.Kelvin
5.Jon Lim
6.Wei Qing
7.Alan Lim
8.Elmer
9.Fish
10.Siew Hui

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Hmmm...Last I heard she like someone called Audrey lol

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Not sure. LOL. Female lah

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Maybe? Maybe not?

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Electrical Engineering

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Year 2009

20: Is Number 4 single?
The number 4 is a single digit lah. Sigh how stupid quiz are nowadays

21: Say something about Number 2.
Something

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
Giant with a small girl

23: Describe Number 9.
Fishy! LOL.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Video them then post the video on Youtube, megavideo and etc.

25: Do you like Number 8?
Of cos! Otherwise I wont tagged him rite.

Yay done! Anyone who feel like doing this quiz feel free to do so. Happy Moo Year everyone!! ^^

"Missing You over and over again..."

Philosophy Part 2...

2009-01-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

Bought my new year clothes today! Just bought one set this year and I already spend above 100 le lol. Sorry dear for spending so much but thank You for accompanying me today!! Anyway I bought a red shirt this year and finally I am going to wear red for chinese new year after going against the custom for so many previous years.

Well enough of CNY le since it is still about a week away. Today I am going to write about the gist of a interesting story I read regarding philosophy. There was once this person who was called Chris. He was very hungry and it was all because of his resolution to make every single decision of his life completely rational. The problem was that he had ran out of food. But due to the fact that he lived at exactly equal distance from each of the NTUC, he had no reason to go to one certain NTUC than the other. Thus he is in a bit of trouble as he is unable to find any rational grounds for selecting either NTUC.

As he is about to stave to death, he suddenly realised a solution or so he thought. As it was clearly irrational to starve himself to death, it will then be rational to make a random choice between the two NTUCs. He would just toss a coin and see which NTUC it will lead him to. However, will this course of action be going against his resolution of purely making rational decisions? His solution seems to be suggesting that it would be rational of him to make an irrational decision (using a coin toss). Here is the interesting part-Is rational irrationality rational in the case? Can it ever be rational to do something irrational? Or if that is the case, it would not be considered irrational at all? Haha, happy thinking everyone.

Anyway if you think philosophy is utter nonsense, I have a few interesting facts below. Enjoy everyone ^^

A jiffy is actually an actual unit of time! It is the unit of time for one-hundredth of a second. Hence the saying, "I will be there in a jiffy!"

If you cut a paper into two, then put them over each other and then cut the new stack of paper into two again and repeat this process for around 60 times, the stack of paper will have reach to the sun and back! (Amazing! Wonder who will do it though lol!)

"Better make it six, I cant eat eight."
Some guy saying this to a waitress when asked how many slices he wanted his pizza to be cut into. lol

"I am so in love with You..."

Philosophy!

2009-01-15T03:34:00.000-08:00

Ignoring my title of this post first, I am going to talk about my work life. Other than the fact that it is absolutely boring to the core, I guess everything else about it has been great. I have sort of gotten used to waking up early and taking a packed train to Tanjong Pagar every morning. Although the lazy me always take a near empty train to Pasir Ris from Simei and then to Tanjong Pagar just for a precious seat lol. I have gotten used to only having around 3 hours of free time a day before I have to go to sleep and repeat the whole cycle again. I guess the one bright spot of my work life has to be the food during lunch time.

Compared to the choices I had during recess in MJC, I can be said to be in food paradise now. With Maxwell food centre and Chinatown complex food centre a 5 min stone throw away, the combination and permutations of food I can eat now is almost infinity. And that is not even counting the nearby Tanjong Pagar food market and the other hawker centres and restaurants near my workplace!

The most important thing is that the quality of food there are all so so so so so so much better than those in MJC(some are much cheaper than those in MJC as well!). Only the Malay Rice stall can be comparable to them I guess, but even so it will still not be better lol. Just thinking of the famous nasi lemak, extra thick soya bean, super tasty fish soup noodles and etc is enough to make me look forward to work now lol (actually not to such a strong extent lah but you get what I mean lol)

And right now for dinner...I am eating the famous Steve Tee home cooked Maggie Mee! Haha! Anyway I realised that in order to save up enough money to achieve my goal, eating dinner at home is a much cheaper choice albeit not a very healthy one. Anyway back to the point, my work now is back to calling rich people on the phone and asking if they wish to renew their membership.

At first, it was nervous then tiring then nervous again and now it is just downright boring lol. My problem of speaking too fast occurred again for first few phone calls but now I have become used to it that I am speaking slower than usual. So despite it being boring, at least it helped to raise my confidence when talking to others on the phone. So now, I can say I somehow like my job plus my colleagues are all very nice people ^^

One of my colleague even recommended a tutiton job during the weekends to me. It involves teaching a sec 3 thai student (who is so rich that his family own 10 cars) english, math and science. Truthfully, I cant remember anything about what sec 3 teaches haha so hopefully it wont be that hard. Anyway pls let me get the job lol I need the money!! So dear dont worry k I will do everything I can to make You feel that Your future is secure with me. I hope it dont clash with our date every weekend but if it does I apologise to You first k. I love You no matter what dear ^^

Omg I typed so long le still haven even reached my topic of this post. Philosophy! Philosophy is defined as the rational investigation of questions about existence and knowledge and ethics.

So due to my extra long trip to Tanjong Pagar(TP) every day, I have begun to borrow books from the library to read on the train. One of the first book I read was "The Pig that wants to be eaten". It may sound like a funny title but the content is really intriguing and enticing for me at least. And this is what started my interest in it. But like what the book wrote, Philosophy is something you either feel is interesting or just utter nonsence.

So for me it is the former. After all, the question I had in my mind since young was why do we live? We study till our twenties, work till we age and eventually die...and there is almost no purpose in it other than to find someone we love and carry on the generation...is that why we live? Haha I guess everyone have their own answer to that.

Anyway this post is getting super long, shall continue my philosophical talk the next time so I shall end it here le. Before I go, I shall put a "famous" quote I read in one of my non philosophical books.

"It is white"
President George W. Bush describing the White House...

"Our love make every thing I do feel worthwhile..."

Sweet Sweet Love...

2009-01-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

Went Changi Airport today with Dear to buy chocolates!! Ate Popeye there ^^ The bread biscuit was still as delicious while the chicken is spicy and hot! Yum Yum!
Anyway realised my blog is lacking of photos so shall put some random photos now haha. Enjoy!!

Me acting cute lol

Cha Siew Bao! Super Nice!

French Dessert ^^

Think it is called Tartine some french food as well

Hao Jie! Lol

The focus here is the Kinder Suprise Egg! Thought it was extinct already lol

Loves ^^

The egg!!

My eyes is finally big!! lol

Candid unglam photo taken at T mart. Oh how I miss that place...

"Love is simply me wanting to stay with You every second of my life..."

Year 2009...

2009-01-07T17:54:00.000-08:00

Finally a 2009 post. Well I had a great chalet on monday and tuesday. We had a sharing session and had lots of fun playing twister and even invented new ways of playing dai dee lol. Well at this time, some of my friends such as Alan Lim and Teo, Ivan, Hao Jie, Ee yen, Yi Feng, Eugene and many others will now be heading for a two week camp at tekong lol. So wanna wish them all the best in there and dont miss me so much lol. Cya guys in two weeks time ^^

Anyway although it may be 8 Jan already, I guess it is still not too late for me to write my 10 resolutions for year 2009. Hopefully I can accomplish each and every one of them this year.

10. Be more patient
9. Exercise more eg. Run More, Swim more etc....
8. Learn to maintain humourous side but not at the expense of others
7. Grow Taller (somehow)
6. Read more interesting books
5. Stay in contact with friends
4. Save enough money to buy dear the digital camera she wants and have at least a 5 digits balance in my bank (not counting decimal place lol)
3. Be Sweeter to Dear everyday
2. Spend less Earn more
1. Love Dear and prove that I am worthy of You...

小酒窩...

林：我還在尋找　一個依靠　和一個擁抱

誰替我祈禱　替我煩惱　為我生氣為我鬧

SA：幸福開始有預兆　緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠

然後孤單被吞沒了　無聊變得有話聊　有變化了

合：小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號

SA：我每天睡不著想念你的微笑

SA：你不知道你對我多麼重要

(林：你不知道　多麼重要)

SA：有了你生命完整的剛好

合：長睫毛迷人的無可救藥

林：我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了

合：終於找到心有靈犀的美好

一輩子暖暖的好　我永遠愛你到老

SA：幸福開始有預兆　緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠

然後孤單被吞沒了　無聊變得有話聊　有變化了

合：小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號

SA：我每天睡不著想念你的微笑

SA：你不知道你對我多麼重要

(林：你不知道　多麼重要)

SA：有了你生命完整的剛好

合：小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥

林：我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了

合：終於找到心有靈犀的美好

一輩子暖暖的好　我永遠愛你到老

"我永遠愛你到老..."

Last Day of 2008....

2008-12-31T05:22:00.001-08:00

Firstly I have to apologise to eugene and yi feng and Jian Hong for pang sehing them for the Clark Quay countdown. Dui Bu Qi le! Hope you guys are having a great time right now and cya all next year ^^

Anyway 2008 seems to have fly past just like that.The A levels were really a endurance test for me. And come to think of it now, I feel that I have screwed it up due to my illness during the exams. Haha pls dont let it haunt me in about three months time.

Of cos 2008 also made me realise how much my dear really means to me... I may never have the courage to go under any girl house to make a sign made up of light sticks ever again so I guess 2008 was a memorable year for me in this case haha. And I dont think I will ever buy so many light stick again haha! And dear I know how Your parents do not agree to us being together but I promise to work doubly hard to prove them wrong and show them that I am willing and able to take care of You...I swear I will dear....I love You...

Well I gotta go rest now. Wishing everyone a exciting and amazing 2009 ahead! Cya all next year! ^^

"I am willing to do anything and everything to be with You..."

Blogging from Work...

2008-12-29T21:26:00.000-08:00

Firstly Happy Birthday Kelvin (I know it is one day late oops!) and to my junior Sze Ling as well. Anyway as the title goes, yup I am blogging from work but I am not slacking!! It is still my lunch time and since I eat pretty fast, I have plenty of time left to do other stuff which in this case is blogging!

I kept on forgetting to blog about this and that is I am a twilight fan!! I know it is known as a chick book but somehow I really love the story in it. For those who dunno what it is, well go read it!! I took like a week to read finish the 4 books which my dear lent me and it was truly amazing. Too bad it is not as long as the Harry Potter Series. I watched the movie too. The movie was not as good as the books but I feel that the Bella in the movie is alot more chio than I imagined. Haha so I dont mind watching it again lol!

Anyway back to reality yesterday went to cut my hair and as usual there was not much difference after it haha. Maybe one day I will go and cut a new hairstyle maybe... Anyway if you read my tagboard, I didnt went for work yesterday as I only managed to slept at around 4am on Sunday. And since I have to wake up around 7am, I realise that my body wont be able to operate at work at all. So to save the company from paying me money to sleep at their workplace, I decide to feel unwell and rest at home.

After getting my much needed sleep and cutting my hair at CS, went to meet birthday boy Kelvin and Alans, Li Feng, Esther, Yong Jie, Sze Jun, Jon Lim and Desmond at Wisma Orchard. Upon reaching there, YJ left shortly after. Then we decided to head to Marina Square Kenny Rogers for dinner. In the end, as there were ten of us and we didnt want to split tables (sound funny), there wasnt enough place for us there. So we went to the next nearest place to eat and that was Thai Express. Well, Alan Teo left us to go Tampines? (not very sure) after we sat down for a while. The food there wasnt that bad I guess but I wont really say it is value for money. One small bowl of curry and a bowl of rice for 12 dollars nett just dont seem worth it for me.

Felt kinda bad that I only treat 3 bucks for Kelvin meal as 6 of us were sharing the cost for his meal. Yup so Kelvin the next time we meet, remind me to treat you to dessert or something k ^^
After that, becos of my work commitment I couldnt join them for the late night talk at somewhere that I dont know. Sze Jun being the jewel of his family also couldnt make it and the two of us left together. Talked about the usual stuff on the MRT and well it was quite nice spending time with him.

Soon 2008 will be over and 2009 will arrive...For all those going to army in Jan enjoy your remaining holidays and days with your long hair if you have. Alot of my friends seems to be atached recently (okay damm random I know) such as Elmer and Wanyu (not together just in case it is misunderstood) and etc. Well just wanna wish all couples a blissful and happy 2009 ahead. And dear, I will do everything I can to make 2009 even better and more xing4 fu2 for You. Oh one last thing, all the best SJ in everything you plan to achieve (I truly mean it k ^^)

"I am irrevocably and unconditionally in love with You..."

CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T06:39:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to Everyone!! Had a great Christmas Eve and Christmas with Dear ^^. Well abit sad that the stayover at SJ house was cancelled but well there is always a next time ^^

It has been so long since I seen my Jc friends (with the exception of Alan lim) that I kinda miss going to school for once. The feeling of seeing everyone with tired faces due to lack of sleep, rushing to buy food during recess and hanging out at the usual spot after eating. Ahhh the good old days.... Really hope to see them soon but I guess my working life will only complicate stuff sigh...

The good news is I am going out with sec sch friends tomorrow and hopefully it will be a fun and enjoyable day for everyone. ^^ Signing off and wishing everyone a amazing christmas night!

"Our kiss is only a moment, but that moment lasts forever in my heart..."

Life after Prom!!....

2008-12-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

Finally I am free to blog! Prom is so long ago so I dont have much to say about it. The food sucks but the company was great!! It was tiring but it was very fun and enjoyable (not becos I was winning ppl money in cards...okay part of it lol). I am too lazy to post any prom pics here lol yup so if you want, just go my facebook acc to see.

After Prom, my life was basically all about work, work and more work. Working from Monday to Fridat from 9am to 6pm means that the only thing I do when I get home is bath, eat, rest then sleep. And now I begin to convert every price I see to how many hours of my work. A $3 chicken rice is equilvalent to half an hour of my life. Work makes me feel like a zombie or robot cos I am bascially repeating everything I do everyday. Well at least I am getting along better with my colleagues.

Went out with Sec sch friends to vivo last friday. Ten guys playing murderer at vivo city top level may sounds really weird but it was actually quite fun and funny at the same time. It was nice to know everyone still haven change much in a good way of cos. Wei Qing is still as humorous, Jian Hong is still switching his cards with eugene (insider joke lol), Yi feng is still as friendly as ever and it all seems to feel like days when we were in ngee ann, just fooling around and enjoying our carefree life. Now I know why every adult say school life is the best cos it seriously is...

Luckily Christmas is just around the corner. Cant wait to meet my friends and of cos Dear!! ^^
Well gotta go(abit sudden lol). Cya!

Crush
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

"You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized..."

Work!!!!!!

2008-12-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

Just came back from work and now I finally have a taste of how my working life will be like in the future. No more late nights stayovers with friends or badminton during weekdays....why must all the fun outing start when I just started work. Now I cant wait for the weekend to arrive. It is as though that is what I am living for each day the weekends where it means I can finally rest and spend time with my friends especially You dear..

I am too tired to blog about prom and work so I will save it for the next time. Oh ya Christmas go someone house stay overnight k!! Cos I got no work the next day woo hoo!! Someone plan and ask me k lol. Cya!!

"As I stare into the computer screen, all I can think about is You..."

The Story of My JC Life...

2008-11-22T02:34:00.000-08:00

A levels was finally over on the 18th Nov for me. Truth be told, I didnt really feel very very happy when it was over. Instead it was more of a relief for me. After all I've been studying since like 12 years ago. So to finally be able to stop studying and stressing my overworked brain out was more of a relief for me. In fact, it feels as though the A's were over so long ago.

I still cant believe it just ended like 5 days ago only. I guess I have too much free time nowadays already. Anyway yesterday went for a "job interview" with Kelvin at Raffles Place. Well in actual fact, I cant really call it a job interview cos it didn't feel like one yet all lol. Anyway since I am so free right now, I will type a super long post of my JC life for the past two years....

Two years of my life had passed so fast and now I sort of misses the days I had in school. Thanks to Alan lim and Hao Jie who sat beside me for my JC tutorial, I enjoyed it as I could just crack jokes to anyone of them lol. Of cos, I can't forget about Kelvin, my PAE and JAE classmate and good friend. Without him, perhaps now I am a single man instead of a happily attached guy lol. So Kelvin if you ever need my help in anything, feel free to call me ^^

There is also my wonderful PW group consisting of Audrey, Jun Kang, Samuel and Jon, which made my PW experience so enjoyable. Well actually, if anyone in the group that don't deserve a A for PW, I guess I will be that person. Cos I had so much fun during PW sessions that I didn't feel that it was a chore at all. Other than the individual work that was tiring, the group work was more of playing for me that work oops lol. So without my amazing group members especially my group secretary Audrey, I doubt I can have a A for my PW now. So a big thank You to You all!!

As for my short but enriching guitar cca, I had amazing classmates eugene, ee yen and clarene for company which help me to like my new cca so much easier. Special thanks to eugene who managed to coach someone like me to be able to perform in a guitar concert and actually play a few songs lol. He is a real good teacher man. I had tons of fun in guitar even though at times it was very tiring but thanks to all the wonderful friends I had in there, everything was worth it in the end.

Of cos, I also have to thank Ivan, Desmond and Kelvin who accompanied me when studying outside for the A level period. Without them, I would have flunked my A levels for sure cos I just seriously cant study at home lol. So I owe them all a big thank YOU! All the best to our A levels results! ^^

I really had lots of fun in JC thanks to all the wonderful people I know. There is just too many for me to name, so to everyone who knows me and vice versa thank you all for making my JC life so memorable. JC was tough but thanks to you guys I still enjoyed it in one way or another. Well I also wanna wish certain people (cough dark lord, alans...etc) all the best in your love life cos you guys are really amazing people whose girlfriend will be really blessed to have you guys as their boyfriends. Okay I know that sounds abit gay, wait actually it sound damm gay lol. Haha anyway good luck guys in getting the girl of your dreams!!

And lastly... thank You dear for all the things You did for me ever since we got together. I can never forget how You came my house nearly everyday to take care of me when I just had my leg surgery even though You had school at that time. No amount of words can express how much I love You and how much You mean in my heart. Dear, jia you for Your upcoming exams and know that I will always be here for You k.

我的最爱

像一場夢卻醒不過來

另一個我在看著我

她問我值不值得為你付出所有

只要一想起你的溫柔

就會讓我看不清楚你想做的你

沒有誰強迫我堅強

我卻都忍的住清醒的孤獨

你永遠是我的最愛

不管愛你有多難

我的心只想屬於你

無法預知的未來

你試著抱起我

卻看見遠方寂寞

愛將會克服一切

在我心中你永遠是我的最愛

不管愛你有多難

我不會停止愛著你

握著你溫熱的手

就算偶而透露

你的不安和放縱

我總是相信你

像一場夢卻醒不過來

另一個你在看著我

他問我願不願意給你更多自由

只要一想起你的憂愁

就會讓我看不清楚我想做的我

沒有誰強迫我堅強

我卻都忍的住夢裡的孤獨

"你永遠是我的最愛...不管愛你有多難...我的心只想屬於你..."

So near yet so far...

2008-11-14T03:54:00.000-08:00

Cant believe another week of exams is over just like that. The headache that plagued me since the start of the A levels struck me at the worst timing during my econs paper. In the end, I didnt finish both of my case studies and wrote only half a page for my essay qn part b. Well, I guess my exam luck is officially gone now lol.

Well enough of all this exams thing. The day I have been waiting for have finally arrived. Only one paper more to go. I still rmb how I was thinking if I could fast forward to today during the first day of A levels. So near yet so far...the day where the word studying can finally be out of our lives for at least 2 years (for guys). After studying for nearly the whole of our life, I wonder if I will feel lost next jan when I no longer have a school to go to, new classmates, new teachers and seeing all my friends in school uniform.

After two years of Jc, I realise I miss the days with my sec school bunch of friends. Despite my different interests in things from them (They all like basketball like mad except eugene (sec not JC), I still enjoy hanging out with them. I still rmb how they used to tease me about my first crush, how we joke about everyday things in life and just have so much fun with each other even if it means just walking around in malls doing nothing lol. But for some reason, I feel so distanced from them now. It is as though I dont know what to talk to them anymore. People that dont know me may feel that I am very dao and unfriendly but I guess that is just my character. Only when I get to know a person well enough then I will start talking crap and joke with them.

Otherwise, I will rather choose to avoid talking. I guess that is what make me feel so distanced from my sec school friends bah. After so long of not talking to one another, I dont dare to say everything I wish to them anymore. I guess that is like the story of my life bah. With every new phase in life, I make new friends and lose touch with old friends that I cherish.

I hope that after JC, I wont lose touch with my current group of great friends in my class. People like Kelvin, Alan lim, Dark Lord, Hao Jie etc etc etc... I hope that when we come back to take results next year, we can still be like how we are now. Joking and having fun with each other.

To my sec sch friends from wei qing to eugene to yi feng to many others, let's meet up one of these days!! And to my JC friends, let keep in touch after the A's and Prom k. I guess this post is sounding too emo le. So to round it up, below is a comedy video featuring birthday boy Alan Lim ^^

"I cant wait to spend more time with You Dear..."

Half way Stage...

2008-11-07T06:25:00.000-08:00

Finally...no more maths for the next two years and maybe for the remaining for my life. No more differentiation, integration, graphing, stats and etc. Well, this week for me has got to be one of the worst week of my life. Being "lucky', I fell sick on monday, the day of GP exam. The paper 1 and paper 2 was like causing a huge headache to my already giddy head.

The next day was even worse. High fever and painful headache make my physics and maths paper feel like a absolute torture. The carelessness made in Physics was funny but for maths I think it probably killed any of my hopes of getting a A. Stupid Vector question that is worth 15 marks. And then, flu came on thursday for me. The chem paper was done in the midst of wiping my nose and telling myself to focus despite the giddy feeling in my head.

Studying stats on thursday was like one of the worst day of my life. Having slept only two hours the previous day due to the effect of a cup of milk tea (Ya I am that sensitive to caffeine. One coffee sweet is enough to make me stay awake till 4am in the morning lol), I felt so tired after chemistry.

I went straight home to rest but realise the huge amount of studying I needed to do to save my maths result screwed up by my own carelessness. Thus instead of getting my much needed sleep, I ended up drinking a cup of coffee ice blended to keep myself awake and study till 12am. During the whole day, I used up like two rolls of toilet paper and feeling like a dead person throughout.

Well but I guess I can be "luckier". In the end, due to the coffee ice blend I drank in the morning, I only managed to sleep at like 4am on thursday. So today I went to school with just 4 hours of sleep for the past two days, a freaking annoying flu and a persistent fever that have kept me company since the A levels begin.

This week papers are mostly screwed but I tell myself not to care anymore. What's done is done. Hopefully, I can recover in time on monday to be finally able to do a paper with a healthy body and mind. The A's sure is tough but there is only one more week to go. So to all fellow Jc2s out there, stay strong and finish off with a bang!!

Lastly...Dear sorry if I do not live up to Your expectations for the As. I will do my best dear dont worry. I miss You.... Oh ya dear the song below dont imply anything. I just wanna say thank You for always being there for me ^^ Wo ai ni...

谢谢

黄昏下的琴键太寂寞

来来去去只剩很拙的双手

陪着固执的我

不停弹奏不停地犯错

想起他为你唱歌时的温柔

我会笑着难过

他能给你保护代替我的照顾

这是我最后的祝福

谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷

谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出

谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初

谢谢你曾让我幸福

不停唱着愈来愈清楚

想起你看他眼中的满足

我学会了服输

他能给你保护代替我的照顾

我只能偷偷的祝福

谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷

谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出

谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初

谢谢你曾经让我幸福

想着手心的感触

想着脸颊的温度

谢谢你那些年为我付出

谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷

谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出

谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初

谢谢你曾让我们幸福

"谢谢你让我们幸福..."

The As.....

2008-10-29T01:49:00.000-07:00

Finally I am back to blog. Went school today for Chem consulations but forgot to bring the papers I wanted to ask the questions lol. Anyway, today I realised how little I am doing for the A levels. While others have seem to done nearly the whole of their ten years series, mine seem to be quite clean except for the MCQs.

I realise how little I have practice for the A levels especially Physics. All I have been doing is reading up the notes and TYS ans for some of the questions lol. No wonder, I have a bad feeling for the upcoming A levels. I just hope that everything turn out fine and that my lack of practice wont kill me. Otherwise, I wonder what I am going to do after A levels.I just cant wait for this to be over...

Although getting 3 H2 As seems beyond me right now, I just hope I wont do too badly. 5 more days to the crazy A and I cant wait for this all thing to be over. Hopefully the next time I blog, I will be blogging with a happy mood and not a disappointing one. Last but not least all the best to everyone and jia you!!

"You are my motivation...and everything in my life..."

End of School Life...

2008-10-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

Finally here to blog! Well last friday was MJC farewell assembly and it was a really memorable day for me in many ways. 07S207 gathered at E2-06 for the last time and our CT, Miss Ng gave us all a very special present for us to remember her and our JC life, a CD of songs that were sung by her for us ^^

After that, most of the class went to LT 1 after we ate the pies and donuts bought specially for us by Miss Ng and Miss Tan respectively. Kelvin picked up the mic and started talking about every random stuff that comes up in his mind while still being entertaining at the same time. Well I only managed to stay awhile cos that day also happened to be my dear birthday ^^

That day was memorable for me also because...we gave our first time to each other!!! LOL our first time of baking a cake! Dont think not straight. Yup, so after sort of surprising her with the flowers, we went to buy all the cake ingredients we need and it actually costs much more than buying a cake lol

Well in the end, I only can say we should never judge a cake by its exterior cos despite not looking very delicious, it was actually quite nice just that it was a bit too sweet le lol. Put too much of our love into it I guess LOL!

The next two weeks will most probably determine a large part of my future but I know for sure I cannot stay at home and mug cos I will just waste my day away just like how I wasted yesterday and today by doing well absolutely nothing lol. So if anyone feels the same way I do, feel free to ask me out to mug. Yup, gotta go watch my show le cya everyone!! Enjoy the photos and the song! ^^

Dont You
Oh I say
Thinking about You always
And I don't
Want it to be different
By the way
Liking it where I'm standing
And I won't
Move unless You force me to

Everyday
Something about You changes
It's a show
Living for the moment
If I may
I wanna be there to see You
But I know
You're keeping me here for fun

Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
Wo-hoo-ha-ha
I won't ever let You go
Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
Don't You go

Your a dream
Floating around in no where
Let me sleep
Thinking about Your face
The way it seems
I'm swimming around Your ocean
I'm in deep
Baby don't wake me up

Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
(Doncha)-Wo-hoo-ha-ha
I won't ever let You go
Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
Don't You go

I'm not afraid
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-Baby can't push me over
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-Oh I say
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-Gonna keep on trying
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-Got it made
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-I'm thinking about You always
(Ahh-ahh-ahh)-Ain't no way
You're walking out on me

Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
(Doncha)-Wo-hoo-ha-ha
I won't ever let You go
Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
Don't You go

Wo-hoo-ha-ha
(Don't You leave me)-Don't You leave me
(Doncha)-Wo-hoo-ha-ha
(I won't ever let You go)-'Cause I won't ever let You go
Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
(Don't You go)-Don't You go

(Doncha)-Wo-hoo-ha-ha
Don't You leave me
Don't You go

Here are the photos!! (Lazy to post everything lol pai seh)

They look so pretty!! Thank so much to the person who took this photo!

Now you know why esther say Desmond is flexible lol!

I think Alan want to be known as Muscular Alan instead lol

Official Class Pic ^^

The unofficial one lol

"I miss You so much that I cant think about anything but You..."

Long Long......post...

2008-09-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Well let start off with something boring. Prelims results review! Okay maybe not all cos econs haven get back yet. Well I just hope that I can pass for that so that I will have no U for my prelims results lol. Anyway in case anyone is interested, my grades now are BCSC. Well let start the review...

Truth be told, I felt really guilty to Miss Tan this time to be perhaps the only one or the few that has deproved(?) for my maths from mid years although I already expected myself not to do very well. Even though I only dropped by three points from mid years but that is also from a B to a C. I guess I am disappointed because this paper was supposed to be easier (after all there are twice the number of A students for this paper compared to the mid years) and almost everyone have improved.
So to have dropped a grade I feel that I have let down Miss Tan teachings and myself as a whole. I wont blame my carelessness for the drop in grade after all everyone makes them not only me. So I guess I only have my own laziness to blame sigh...

Chem was kinda expected to either fail or scrap a S grade and it was the latter which I managed to do. But this prelims have showed that chem is actually passable with the fact that our class have the most number of chem passes this time and a amazing fella that actually scored A for it. So there is no excuse for me not to pass chem at all. Everyone seems to be improving in their exams grades tremendously getting ready to peak for A levels while mine are either at a standstill or worsening.

Physics was perhaps the only bright spark in this whole exams as I managed to improve at least although this was partly becos the paper was so much easier compared to mid years. It was my biggest hope for getting a A but unfortunately it didn't. However I know Kelvin is even more disappointed for physics than me (Hope you dont mind me for saying it here) but I just wanna say, we can always mug hard together and score As for the A levels.
Mr Patrick belief of every man for himself for the A levels is just something I cant agree with even if there is some truth in it. So with the exception of every one day during every weekend and 29 September and the 9, 10 and 29 of Oct, feel free to ask me out to study, Kelvin. Provided that you dont mind lah lol. After all, I know I am the type that just cant focus at home.

Gp was surprising in both ways. The first surprise was that my paper 1 was actually worse than my paper 2 when I thought that I screwed up my paper 2 big time as I couldn't finish my AQ in time. I did get 2 marks for it in the end though lol. And the fact that I scored 30 for paper 2 when Mrs Chong said that nearly everyone in the class did badly was also surprising. I never consider myself to be good in GP and this is not me trying to act humble. Just take a look at my compo or the things I write and you can spot tons of grammar and tenses mistakes. Even my dear said the same thing when she see my smses to her lol.

My vocab is as limited as my knowledge of biology (Note: never taken bio in life before lol). The mere fact that I paraphrase immunity as "protected against anything" for this prelims paper shows it. People who are good in GP can easily use a single word like "invulnerability" and "invincibility" to paraphrase it (eg. Alan Lim and most likely Ben, Kelvin and Audrey and many other ppl).
In fact, I have a bad feeling that my GP grade for A levels will be super bad when they are being marked by cambridge examiners whose english language are like a million time better and thus can differentiate between a write everything to earn marks person like me and a really good in Gp person like Kelvin and others etc.

Well finally after such a long post, I reached the end of this boring results review yay!! lol lame...Well if you managed to read till here or skip your way here lol, I am going to talk about today great escape from physics extra lesson to settler's cafe. Firstly, I have to say thanks and sorry to Jon, Kelvin, Desmond, the two Alans, Sze Jun and Yong Jie. Thanks becos they didnt mind going to someway as far as clark quay just becos I asked them to. In fact, this is like one of the rare times I actually organised something and I was glad that it worked out in the end. As for saying sorry to them, that is becos I sort of cause them to skip the extra physics lesson and risk getting scolded and also for not really choosing a good place for them. I felt really guilty when jon was saying how small the area we had was and that we should had book the room upstairs.

Well I actually wanted to reserve a place upstairs but I sort of rmb that the place they have upstairs didnt allowed fried food and I didnt know for sure whether we will be eating there when I booked at that time so to be sure I just booked the place at first floor. So yup a big sorry to them for not a very wonderful gaming experience especially to desmond who even felt sick in the end. Hope everyone is feeling better and enjoyed their day at there at least to a small extent lol. Otherwise really dui bu qi le!!

As for me, I enjoyed the day as a whole as we get to play some interesting and fun games as a large group of friends and not be just having a meal and wandering around a mall and then going home like usual. At least, we have the time to sit down and talk and just hang out this time round. And I want to add that the last game hopefully will not leave any bad feelings among us cos you guys are really a bunch of great people with your own unique individual strengths and I am really happy to have you guys as my friends ^^ So thank you guys for making today a fun day for me at least. Hopefully before the A levels, we can go there again and have even more fun together.

Lastly...to my dear sorry in advance if I start to have less and lesser time for You in the near future. I promise You that I will keep You company as much as possible once my A levels are over and that we will still meet up at least once a week for the next two months k (must meet up k cos I will miss You one!!). And similar to my good friend Kelvin, I am one who like old songs too as long as they are nice although they are maybe not as old as the ones he like haha (I dont really know lol) So the old song below is for You dear, Rmb to play the song at the side. The words in green are those that I especially like ^^ So Enjoy!! (Oh ya dear!! My love message this time round is not taken from the song this time le lol and all the "you" in the song lyrics are changed to "You" le ^^ Love You!!!)

Song title: I'm all about You

There's somethin' that
I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the
Place of my number one girl

It's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are goin' out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you....

"I wanted to say that...You are the sun in my day,

the wind in my sky,

the waves in my ocean

and the beat in my heart...

but then I realise sometimes

the simplest things are the one that really matters

so... Dear... I just wanna tell You...

I LOVE YOU!..."

The end of Prelims and the beginning of A levels

2008-09-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of prelims 2008 for most JC2 students in MJC, me included. But for some other ppl, such as Ivan, tomorrow is their last paper. So firstly, good luck to ivan for his H3 maths paper tomorrow and all the best to him and hope that everything turns out fine for U in the end.

Anyway, even though exams are finally over. I dont feel especially happy, mostly because I didnt really studied as hard as I wanted for it and hence I think my results may drop even further this time round. Rather, I feel more of a sense of relief that I finally can have sometime to rest and relax even if it is only for three days.

No matter how my results turn out, I hope that I can find the motivation to study like crazy this coming one month and half and not waste them away like usual. And to all my friends I hope we can all achieve our desired results and have lots of fun after our final A level paper which falls exactly two months from now.

I cant wait for 18 November to arrive. The day whereby I can finally stop thinking of F=ma for once and that alcohol undergo oxidation to become either aldehyde, acid or ketone, or about poisson and binomial distribution, the macro and micro economy and whether there is such thing as luck at all. But now I guess I still have to keep them in my brain lol.

For now, I need to get back my much needed sleep so cya all soon and good luck to everyone for our results ^^

"The words You spoke to me are sweet but the kiss You gave me was even sweeter..."

Slack!!

2008-09-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

LOL slacking time today after exam. Went white sands ate mac for dinner with some of the class guys. Then after that, I, DL, Ivan, Eugene and Kelvin went to E hub! walk walk then go the restaurant which had hardly any customers. The seats were too tempting and we ate some snack platter there. Talk alot of funny things for like two hours before heading back home now.

Anyway this whole week was crap sia lol. Other than physics that I have some confidence of passing, the rest all very sianz. Chem paper 3 killed any hopes of me passing well for chem. Maths was the first time I made so many careless mistakes, nearly up to 10 marks sia. Hope to pass for paper 1 and score well for the upcoming paper 2 to pull up my score. Today econs was filled with uncertainties cos some of the question dunno what they asking for then wrote lots of crap lol then essay never read what Miss Ng gave us and wrote irrelevant stuff haha wasted.

Anyway hope I can focus and mug hard for the following three days. Really hope to maintain my B for maths otherwise prelims results wont be looking nice at all. Good luck to everyone for the last three papers after that must give yourselves a break. Resting is to enable one to travel further lol that is what I always tell myself when I wanna sleep instead of studying haha!

To my dear, sorry for neglecting You this whole week. Promise to make it back up to You soon k. Love You lots!!!!

"Absence makes the heart fonder..."

Prelims!!!

2008-09-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is once again the start of another dreadful week. And once again I have the feeling of being unprepared. Statistics untouched, econs not even completed studying and well chem which I "studied" at the start of the holidays are seemingly gone from my brain. Sometimes I really dont know why I just cant focus my mind and study for like 6 hours straight. Well I just hope by A levels I can just find some strength to be a 24/7 mugger otherwise not only will I not get my desired results, my dear will also feel disappointed (hope that wont happen)

I know some ppl perhaps my dear lol will feel that "here he goes again..." everytime I talk about how unprepared I am but in the end I still managed to do quite okay for the exams. But truth be told, my grades have been in freefall mode since my promos. Getting a single A now is getting more and more difficult and I still thought that this exam thing was supposed to get easier. But I have no one to blame but myself. Perhaps I need the fear of being retained in my J1 year to push me to study like crazy lol.

Well I hope nobody out there is in my predicament right now. If you unfortunately falls into the same category as me, er....well don't worry!! This is just the prelims! Not the A levels yet lol. That is how I always comfort myself lol. Hopefully when the A levels come in approximately two months time, I will be typing something like...How excited I feel about taking it and how prepared I am for it lol.

Lastly to everyone that know me or I know you, all the best for your prelims and if you already taken them, all the best for your results. Oh ya sorry dear for not having a new song for You...know that I love You lots k. I will do my best for prelims don't worry!!

"Thank You dear...for everything You' ve done for me...I appreciate each and everyone of them ^^..."

Badminton!!

2008-08-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a gruelling badminton session at tampines sport hall. Never felt so tired for a long time le. Well firstly, I must thank Jonathan for taking the effort in helping to organise it. Secondly I must apologise for what happened just now. Sorry!!!!!

I always act without thinking one pai seh!!!! Dui bu qi!

Anyway moving on, prelims is just around the corner.Like all exams, it just seems to have so much to study and so little time to do so. Prelims, to me, is just like another time trial. The only difference is that this time, we have no excuse that we didnt studied for it. No matter whether I do well or badly for the prelims, I must tell myself A levels is the real thing. Otherwise I may focus too much on my prelims results. Hopefully everyone will be able to do well and achieve their desired results. Well my body is aching like crazy now think I will go take a nap now. Lastly, sorry to jon once again. To everyone else, WORK HARD and JIA YOU!!
and Dear this song is for You....(I really like the last line and in fact that is the reason why I chose it lol,)

黑白配

太阳晒的我眼睛睁不开

你的好脾气

让我心情坏不起来

下雨下的我眼神发呆

你的道歉

听着听着我都快要笑出来

谁说不能黑白配

世界上没有什么事

能够如此的绝对

曾经有人这样唱过

白天它不懂夜的黑

你却懂得我的美

有时候我会感觉非常累

有时候也会不自觉把你拖累

你有时会说我们不配

只要能依偎

真的真的我什么都无所谓

谁说不能黑白配

世界上没有什么事

能够如此的绝对

曾经有人这样唱过

白天它不懂夜的黑

你却懂得我的美

钢琴也是黑白键

一样能看出我对你

只有满满的感谢

也许黑永远不明白

在这个彩色的世界

有你我才会存在

"在这个彩色的世界....有你我才会存在..."

我爱的人...

2008-08-06T03:47:00.000-07:00

Dear!!!! I miss You so much that I made something for You....I know You are still feeling sad over Your test so hope this can cheer You up!! As You know the song below is actually a very sad song but dont worry cos I changed the lyrics to suit us le ^^ Hope You like it dear!! Wo ai ni wo de ai ren!!

我爱的人...

我知道故事不会太残忍

我总会遇见我最爱的人

陪我过我没有过的人生

成家立业之类的等等

我做了我觉得对的选择

我知道这次我真的对了

你就是我最想要爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人你是我的爱人

你心里每一寸都属于我一个人

你真幸福幸福得真动人

让我又爱又想你的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人我是你的爱人

从我们的眼神说明谁都不可能

每当听见她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的幸福声

你做了你觉得对的选择

你知道这次你真的对了

我就是你最想要爱的人

谁还能要你怎样呢

我爱的人就是我的爱人

我心里每一寸都属于你一个人

我真幸福幸福得真幸福

让你又爱又想我的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人我是你的爱人

从我们的眼神说明谁都不可能

每当听见她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的幸福声

每当听见她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的幸福声

"我心里每一寸都属于你一个人..."

Sick....

2008-08-03T20:20:00.000-07:00

Today I could have went out to play badminton with jon they all...but my stupid fever had to come on sat and now I still feel abit dizzy...How I miss playing badminton the sport that I enjoyed the most...anyway now I haven do any econs hw and done no revision at all...

Feel like I just wasted three good days of revision...stupid flu and fever....Dear dont worry abt me k. I feeling better now...oh ya dear my com was down for like forever so it only took me now to blog...anyway everytime when I listen to songs on the bus to school, I always told myself I must put this song on my blog for You...and now I finally done it. So hope You will like it and dear...I miss You!!!!

自恋

说我爱你

从男人的心里

是最难表达诚实的秘密

说你愿意

靠在我肩的你

是最难抗拒动人的回应

你扬起的嘴角

给我爱情的动力

弯弯的眼睛

藏不住你孩子气

看着我在你眼里

眼神是如此肯定

那就是我一直等待着美丽

我承认我爱上你的美

你的脸和你的眉

让我面对自己无法再自恋

oh baby

我承认我爱上你的美

你让全宇宙失眠

让我爱到像流星一样的坠

我才发现

看你泛红的脸说出模糊的话语

我的心只听见你心里的回音

看着我在你眼睛

眼神是如此肯定

那就是我一直等待着美丽

我承认我爱上你的美

你的脸和你的眉

让我面对自己无法再自恋

oh baby

我承认我爱上你的美

你让全宇宙失眠

让我爱到像流星一样的坠

我才发现

睡不能睡脑海都是你画面

oh 幸福帮我剪接你的笑脸

我承认我爱上你的美

你的美没有虚伪

让我爱你爱到忘了我是谁

oh baby

因为你我爱上夜的黑

像搭着无人地铁

开向你为我设的专署路线

终于看见

我承认我爱上你的

"我承认我爱上你的美..."

Amazing

2008-07-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of MYE results review. Gotten back all the results and well I have to say I am quite amazed that I actually managed to do quite well despite not putting in much effort this time round lol. Lucky me.

If there is one subject I am disappointed in, it have to be chem I think. Despite studying it for three weeks(even though my emotional state during that three weeks was like a wreck), I dropped from E to a U!! Mid Years already and still getting U for chem...sianz... I know there are alot of ppl who also studied very hard and still get U for chem but this dont make me feel any better. It is like putting in effort and not seeing any bit of results at all. But well I will find a way to motivate myself again and believe that it is possible to score in chem. After all, A levels must aim for straight As!!

I am still quite shocked that I got B for my GP but well this shows me that A for GP may not be so impossible after all. lol ten more marks and I will get my A! Econs was quite disappointing that I couldnt get my third A in succession lol. Stupid case study question 2 lol 9 over 30 only. Hopefully I can master my econs skills in time for A levels lol. Physics was careless like maths but still happy with my results.

Kelvin even asked me how I managed to do so well in this mid years lol. I told him I really dunno lol. I have exam luck I guess. Then he conclude that my exans grades is proportional to my love life. The better my love life the better my grades lol. He even said that it proved his theory that guys having girlfriends will do better in exams LOL. Perhaps it is true in some way. Cos I feel more motivated to study for my dear as I want to ensure that her future is secure with me. I have to provide for her in the future after all. So of cos I have to work hard now lol.

Dear thank You for Your support throughout my JC time, I only left 4 more months before I will have more time for You. I promise to work hard for You dear!! You are my motivation, my source of happiness and everything in my life. I love You!!! Congrats on Your straight As too. We can do it together!! Have faith ^^

"You are important to me in so many ways that I can never imagine my life without You..."

100%

2008-07-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

Went alan lim blog just now and decide to try out his horoscope thing. And dear see the result!!! I am 100% compatible with You!! ^^ I love You!!!

"You and me....we know we are meant to be together..."

Unexpected...

2008-07-04T04:31:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 7am lol. Took cab and reached at 7.30am I think. Lucky never late if not waste my cab fare sia. Actually today quite a number of ppl never come lol shouldnt have come also haha. Anyway thought it will be the start of a bad day lol but my results were surprisingly good. GP was totally unexpected at 33 lol and physics was also quite shocking(amazed that I can win alan teo LOL) but well it is only paper 3 haha.

Went Orchard after school...and Dear thank You for putting up with me today and trying Your best to please me. Dui Bu Qi for making You sad today!! I love You Dear!! I do I do!! Cant wait to see You again...Wo Hao Xiang Ni...

"You will always be the perfect girl for me..."

Triple S

2008-07-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

Triple S today stands for soccer, swimming and slacking!! Anyway woke up at 5.30am today to send dear to school today. Lol even met my primary school friend there. Dear, hope You are feeling better now le. Sorry for not being able to accompany You home today when You felt sick. Dui Bu Qi!

Reached home at 9am and due to the fact that I only slept at 3am yesterday, I told jon I would be joining the class guys later that day. So I slept till like 11.40am then called jon to ask where they were. Nobody answered so I thought they already went swimming. Then I waited for a while thinking that they might end soon and go for lunch since it was nearing twelve. Wait wait wait...then decide to call kelvin and alan teo. Lol both also never answer. In the end, at around 2 plus kelvin called me to tell me they just finished playing soccer lol!

So I went to meet them and when I reached there, Hao Jie and Sze Jun were both carrying a limp while the rest were like sun burnt lol. Hao Jie went home as he didnt want to swim with his injury while desmond went back his house to get his swimming stuff. So the rest of us namely, Me, Kelvin, SJ, Jon, Eugene, Jian Yao, Boey, alan teo, Ivan went into the pool and started swimming first.

We played many games like ice and water, throwing 5 and 10 cents coin into the pool and see who can find it first. Something funny happened cos alan teo said that he only threw two 10 cent coin into the pool then we managed to find three LOL!

Anyway desmond and alan lim joined us later and we swimmed and played till like 5 before eating our first meal of the day lol cos we all skipped lunch. The hungry group of us minus Ivan went to Ajisen to eat ramen lol. I ordered a seafood ramen and asked for up-size which costs me an additional 3 bucks but in the end it didnt differ in size by much at all. Not going to try it again lol.

After the much needed meal that costs 135 plus in total lol, the group of us minus eugene and zhishen went to SJ house to slack. We played Ps2, computer and drank alot of water cos everyone was like either sick or carrying injuries lol. So there goes our last holiday before the stressful JC life returns lol. Wish everyone a speedy recovery like jon with his headache, kelvin with his blisters, SJ and HJ with their injuries and most importanly my dear with her flu(haha sorry biased). Lastly, today was fun! Thanks to everyone who was there! ^^

"Love is wanting to take care of You for the rest of our lives..."

Hurray!!!

2008-07-01T23:19:00.000-07:00

Mid Years are finally over!!!! No more looking at notes and memorising stupid formulas le!! At least for 2 days lol. Anyway something funny happened yesterday after the last paper. Most of the class guys were gathered near the atrium discussing where to go. Then one of the girls ask HJ something which I didnt hear. Then I see that the girls were like wanting to leave le so I shouted "Bye Girls!!" to them. What I didnt know is that the girl actually asked Hao Jie whether the guys were planning to go out lol.

So I guess when I said bye girls they may have misunderstood it as the guys not wanting to go out with the girls. OOPS. I didnt mean it that way at all. Cos going out with the class girls can be quite fun one especially since u get to understand certain things from the girl perpective. Anyway, after discussing for quite a long while, 9 of the class guys went to E!hub to eat pasta and watch the movie "wanted" lol. Hao Jie, Ivan and Alan teo went home to change and I must apologise to them too for psing them in the end. Sorry Kelvin and Desmond too. I was still feeling abit feverish and didnt want to go so far. Anyway the day ended with me, ee yen, alan going to Sze Jun house and slack. YJ joined us later too. Reach home pretty late and went to sleep soon...

Anyway I realised my sense of humour is actually quite bad. I often hurts other in order to make another laugh. Better change that soon if not sure got karma one lol. Anyway tomorrow going out with class guys play soccer!! Cant wait!! Staying at home can be boring!!

Lastly, sorry dear for not sending You to school today!! Dui Bu Qi!! Tomorrow I send You k. ^^ Wo Ai Ni Dear!!

"Love is a amazing thing...cos You are the one I love..."

Headache....

2008-06-30T03:49:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up at 12am...planning to read finish my maths statistics....the conclusion I get? Is Dont ever study in front of a television showing soccer if u are a soccer fan...cos in the end u will just end up studying the soccer match LOL.

Anyway today maths exam was the worst I took...yesterday night I was already feeling feverish and was kinda hoping that I will become so sick today that I had to skip today papers...but in the end I still went for school cos I dont want my dear to say I lazy LOL

Yup so after skipping nearly all the pure math question (cos I really dont know) I did my stats in like one hour 15 minutes time? Rushed through everything and didnt check cos my head was starting to hurt...went back to those pure maths questions and tried to solve them without success...headache was getting worse and at 10.30am with 30 minutes left to go, I just kinda gave up cos my head was killing me...

Yup so I can say goodbye to this paper le. 40 marks gone lol. Anyway after that went to west plaza to eat with some of the guys. Yong Jie being the wonderful guy that he is, offered to buy me panadol but as I didnt wanna sleep for my upcoming econs paper I thanked him and said it was okay. I seriously think next time his girlfriend sure very xing fu one. Treat friend so nice le girlfriend sure better one sia. Oh ya thanks Alan lim for his green tea. I very long never drink it le so it sort of refreshes me just before my econs exam.

Anyway luckily the room we were in had air con so it sort of cool my fever down. The source based this time was hard man....totally skipped a 8 mark question and I only had like 8 minutes for my 15 mark essay question as usual lol. Hope what I wrote in source based is enough to get me a pass lol.

Anyway tomorrow is chem paper 1 and paper 2. Final paper!!! Yay!! I dont really care about it now lol since I totally flunked my paper 3. Think it will be my most relaxed paper lol. Well gtg rest le. Take Care everyone! ^^

"You complete me..."

Blast from the Past

2008-06-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

Wanted to study econs one but I ended up here cos I suddenly thought of posting something about the past lol. I saw my sec 3 and sec 4 class photo the other day and realised how much my classmates have changed namely Alan, me, YJ and Desmond (and My dear). Haha so I use my phone to take a photo of each of us since I dont have a scanner. Sorry for the poor quality lol. Apologies to Alan, Desmond and YJ and my dear cos I did not have ur permission. Dont take it to heart k. Smile ^^

Desmond!

Alan in sec 4

Yong Jie

Alan in sec 3. He really changed man...lol

Haha yup Me! LOL

My Dear lol! Dont hate me pls haha

We look best together ^^

"Love can do amazing things to a man..."

Half-way line

2008-06-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!! This past week is crazy...with the super chim GP to the sure fail chem paper 3, dissapointing maths for myself, careless physics paper 3 and finally today crazy physics paper 1 and 2. Especially paper 1 lol.

3 more papers to take...I cant wait for all this to be over...even though the results will be bad but I hope I can pass at least one paper lol. Econs...is coming up and I always have a love-hate relationship with this subject. Seriously, I never think of myself as being good in econs so to get A in econs for both promos and march block test is really a shock. Unlike maths and physics or chem, you can never be certain that your ans to a question is the one that the examiner is looking for, hence I can never guage whether I will do well for econs after the paper. Perhaps all I can say is whether I got alot of things to write lol. This time round, somehow I feel I wont do well for econs. Not only becos I haven studied it yet, (almost everyone also have not touched it yet lol), but becos I feel I wont be so lucky this time. My previous A were both on the dot As, one was even 69,7 I think. This time, I think my luck will run out and seriously, I will be happy as long as I get a C or B. Sometimes, it is quite pressuring when everyone expects you to do well...it is not that fun to constantly be at the top...perhaps this is just my weird way of thinking lol...anyway I wish everyone taking exams, all the best!! Hang in there and everything will be fine ^^

Lastly, thank You Dear for meeting me today!! Sorry that I was too tired to give You much attention....I really appreciate the efforts Dear...A kiss from You is enough to make my day....thank You!! Wo Ai Ni!!!

"Spending time with You is just so relaxing....I just love the feeling I get when I am with You...My sweetest Dear..."

Popeye!!

2008-06-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

Went airport and ate popeye today. I spend 7.20 on a small hamburger that has only 5 shrimps in it, fries and a small drink LOL. Wanted to take a photo of the burger but it was so small I finished eating it before I know it HAHA. I hope to finish READING maths by monday lol. Got time then practice lol

I know my dear will apologise one so I tell my dear now no need apologise dear lol. I choose it becos of the shrimps not Your fault lol ^^. Oh ya now is wilson choo 18th birthday!! So happy 18th birthday wilson!! Best wishes from the Tee couple lol. Welcome to the M18 family ^^

Anyway two more days to hell, and I dont feel ready for it at all. I hate the feeling of being unprepared for exams. But what to do...who ask me to me so lazy during this holidays...sigh must buck up next term le. I promise my dear le so must do it!!

Good luck for all those who need it!! I also need alot this time so share the good luck k. Yup tc and cya all soon!!

These heart shaped pebbles are freaking chio!! So My dear bought them lol

Saw this old photo lol. The leftovers of the sign I made for Dear...^^

"Like You said...we are a part of each other life and we can never live without each other love(K I added this one in myself lol)..."

Get Smart!

2008-06-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

Went out with Dear today to watch the movie "Get Smart" and "study" at mac. We saw Yong Jie and Desmond there too lol so qiao. Anyway I really need to get smart cos I am so dead for Mid Years. I haven touch Maths and econs and GP at all. And I only left like 4 days? Never felt so screwed up before. Think I will go to the worst band for every subject haha. Maybe it can help to motivate me to work harder for Prelims LOL thinking on the bright side.

My lunch for today. Volcano Ramen! Super hot sia!!

Dear's lunch:beef ramen

"I am sorry for not living up to Your expectations Dear...but I promise I will work hard for my prelims and A levels...I will!! Jia You Dear!..."

New Start...

2008-06-13T03:24:00.000-07:00

Dear and Me! ^^

Finally my dear have patched up with me!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha I am so happy now that I dont really care that my mid years are screwed lol. I will work hard for prelims and A's levels Dear. Dont worry! ^^ Dear I really love the song below so I hope You like it too! ^^ I may not be two years older than You but I hope like the song below, we can be together for the rest of our lives...

She said, I was seven and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled
And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my

Take me back to the house in the backyard tree
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Take me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I...
Oh my my my my

I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't that little girl you used to see
But your eyes still shined like pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
They never believed we'd really fall in love
And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes
And said oh my my my...

Take me back to the creek beds we turned up
Two A.M. riding in your truck and all I need is you next to me
Take me back to the time we had our very first fight
The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight
You stayed outside til the morning light
Oh my my my my

A few years had gone and come around
We were sitting at our favorite spot in town
And you looked at me, got down on one knee

Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do...Hell I do too
Take me home where we met so many years before
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I

I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine
I'll still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky, oh my my my...

"I dare myself to kiss You...and You didnt run when I tried...I love You Dear..."

07S207!!

2008-06-11T01:33:00.000-07:00

Time now is 4.33pm and I just woke up!! LOL. I slept at 9am today cos I had my wonderful 07S207 class chalet yesterday. But allow me to talk about monday first. I went out to have lunch with Dear(Sorry Joniece, I used to calling You dear le) at Bedok Interchange. We shared a bowl of the famous curry noodles there. Well, I think it is not bad but there is still room for improvement lol. We then went bugis shop shop and she bought earings and I bought clothes. I still rmb that I said some funny things that day that made her laugh...I miss her laughter so much...yup anyway after that I sent Dear 2 school for guitar as I saw that Dear was not feeling well(Women thing lol) Hope You are feeling much better le Dear!

K now fast forward to tuesday. I met up with Alan Lim and Kelvin at Tampines Mall at 1.30pm. Bought some stuff at NTUC for the bbq then we met up with Sze Jun. The 4 of us then took train to harbourfront MRT. We then went Vivocity SuperDog to eat our lunch. The meal was not so bad but the ice lemon tea was just not very nice lol. Alan Teo and Jon lim then met up with us. After lunch, I, SJ, AL and Jon went to check in first while Kelvin and Alan Teo waited for the rest of the class.

So the four of us went to check in and luckily for us, while we were walking to the main entrance of the chalet, a uncle saw us and offered to drive us there. Haha so being the wonderful ppl that we are, we just couldnt say no and immediately went into his van. We then brought the bbq food that was delivered into our chalet aka hut LOL

When we first went in, it was freaking hot man. The hut is freaking small as we can only walk like 4 normal steps in it. There is 2 double decker beds so I guess it wasnt meant to fit 20 ppl in the first place lol. Anyway the 4 of us played cards till the rest of the class arrived which wasnt quite early lol

We then went to the beach and play soccer, captain ball.... and I brought back memories from our games with cuts on my left ankle and spraining my right toe(while I was scoring a goal) LOL
I along with some of the guys went back to set up the bbq pit(acutally I didnt really help at all pai seh) while the rest stayed at the beach and took many cool photos(I heard) but I dont have the photos with me haha.

So the bbq started and in the beginning, all we could eat was otah cos there was no butter lol. I think I probably ate like at least 10? Thanks to all the wonderful cooks on that day ^^ Haha anyway Hao Jie and Kelvin bought vodka and white wine respectively. After tasting both, I think I prefer vodka more haha. Maybe I drank the white wine too fast le that why it didnt taste so nice. Anyway, Hao Jie and Ivan started mixing the vodka with green tea and kelvin who had a hard time opening his bottle(He broke the bottle in the end) used coke to mix with his white wine.

Actually the vodka with green tea tasted quite refreshing but I didnt drank so much in fear of being drunk and doing stupid things lol. Kelvin drank till his face was red while Hao Jie and Ivan drank their vodka as though there was no tomorrow. Then it started raining and we quickly packed all the unfinished food and went into the hut. Those who wanted to go home did and in the end, only kelvin, jon, Hao jie, Desmond, Alans, Dark Lord, Mabel, Siyi, Clarice, Esther, Li Feng, Bryan and me stayed behind.

We talked about different topic inside the dark and "cosy" hut before some of us went to bath in the freaking cold weather(Still raining lol) The bath was one of the funniest I ever had Haha. Those who bathed there will know what I mean. Haha I shall not say it here lol so best is go experience it for yourself lol.

After bathing, a group of guys including me played a new game called Saboteaur. This game may seems easy on the surface but it was so freaking mind challenging and politics were everywhere lol. Really damm funny as everyone was playing for themselves in the end. The rest were either talking or playing other card games. As time passes by, more ppl were getting tired...

Kelvin, Jon. Bryan, Li Feng all went to sleep while the rest of us stayed in the hut and talked and waited for time to pass so that we could take the first bus home. We were really tired....so at 6.30am we packed up and left. Hao Jie, Kelvin stayed behind with Jon to check out while the rest of us went home feeling sleepy and drained of energy.

Well, Just wanna say thanks to Alan Lim for organising this chalet as it was a truly fun and unique experience. Too bad we couldnt play more games as a class together. But there is still chance so not to worry. Yup all in all, I enjoyed myself and even though mid years is less than 12 days away!!! I didnt regret going for the chalet. Good luck to Kelvin on his trip to Canada! Hope that you can study well and all the best for mid years guys and girls!

Gtg le! Take Care everyone!! ^^
And Dear...I miss You so much already....

On the bus from Sentosa to Habourfront Mrt in the morning. Nearly all of us were half dead lol

Took this while waiting for bus...lol look like a ice cream to me that time

Talking in the hut...

I know this look like a dark pic but click on it and You will know the truth...(ya it is just a dark pic lol)

My Dear and Me!! I like this pic so much it is my phone wallpaper ^^

"I want to cherish all that I love...especially You my sweetest Dear..."

Restart....

2008-06-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

Today marks the restart of my love life....

We cooked together ^^ The feeling was great....and somehow I enjoyed cooking lol maybe it's because of who I was cooking for.

We talked alot, then went Century Square to watch movie. Kung Fu Panda! Quite a funny show lol especially one part. I missed the feeling of feeding each other popcorn so I feed her...lol and she accepted it!! LOL the feeling was so xin fu..
Oh ya I gave her a mini surprise today. She went to the washroom and I quickly went to buy her a rose to surprise her when she come out. Haha I think she liked it ^^

It may take a long time for her to come back to me again...but Dear...I will do everything I can to get the love of my life back...I Love You!!!!!

I love You!!!

You will be the only girl I give roses to in my life from now on....trust me...

"I cant wait for the day when I can call You my girl again..."

Test of Love

2008-06-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hopefully everything turns as just as we both hoped it will. We will both be happy in the end... I know we will...

"Have faith and everything will turn out just the way we wish..."

S Love J...

2008-05-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

29th May 2008....I hope this day will forever be memorable for You...Thank You for allowing me to show You my sweetness to You, Thank You for giving me the chance to touch Your heart...Thank You...

I hope You like the things I did for You yesterday..., I realise that my love for You is something that I just cant describe in words... It is like... I just love You...there is no way I can put it better...S love J... He just loves her so much...

I hope that the surprise was beautiful when viewed from the ninth floor...I hope it somehow touched Your heart and make You realise just how much You mean to me...

The place You have in my heart is irreplaceable...No matter what people may say such as I am too young to say such things or that I am still too inmature, the truth is I just know. I just know I want to be with You for the rest of my life. I just know that it is You I plan to propose to in the future, it is You that I want to hold hands with, it is You I want to take care of...You and nobody else...

Just like what my blog design wrote...You and Me holding hands forever and ever...Walking with You to the end of the road...

S LOVE J...

I want to be the guy in Your life...

Holding Your hand is the most amazing feeling in the world... and...my hand will always be there waiting...to hold Yours again...

S Love J...4ever...

"S Love J..."

LOVE

2008-05-27T20:33:00.001-07:00

I dont know what to do anymore.... I am fighting so hard for something I truly believe in...but it seems so hopeless when You seem to detest me so much now...I read on television that Love is to give someone the power to hurt You but trusting that he or she does not...and Dear I know my mistake has destroyed Your love for me...I really do...I just ask for a chance to mend it back...but I know now You need time and not me...so that is what I will give You...Time...and hopefully You can find the love inside You for me someday...no matter how long that day might be...I will wait...I will wait...

Without You dear, I would have never realised the true meaning of cherish... Thanks to You, I will cherish all my friends, family and everything that is important to me from now on and I will never betray anyone trust in me anymore cos I finally understand how it feels to be betrayed by the one You trust so deeply in. Whether You believe that I have truly changed...I just want You to know I thank You so much...

Tommorow is our one year and 2 month anniversary and I decided show my sweetness for You that day and perhaps it may be the last time You let me touch Your heart...perhaps I may never get a chance to make You feel touched anymore...so on account of all our memories, I hope You will at least give me a chance to bring You back to our old times...the times when we were so loving together...

Yup I am going out soon to prepare Your surprise...so I hope to surprise You tomorrow and I want to apologise for being the jerk that I was and I hope that tomorrow You can, for one day forget about my mistake and see me as the guy You fell deeply in love with one year and 2 months ago... Thank You Dear....Thank You for everything...

"You tell me not to worry for You and that You can take care of Yourself....but do You seriously think that I can just stop caring for the girl I love just like that... I cant dear I really cant... You want me to let go but my love for You now is so strong and for me to let go is just like asking me to cut out my heart...it is so painful and so hard, dear...but...if that is only the way You can be truly happy...then it doesnt matter if I live my life without a heart to love anymore..."

Going Crazy....

2008-05-26T04:11:00.000-07:00

I suddenly have the urge to say this....I think I am going crazy soon...So many problems ahead of me without any solutions in sight. Mid years, relationship problems is making me crazy...the worse thing is I have no school to go to, no one to talk to and all these thoughts just keep on coming back into my mind....

I cant wait to see my friends again...outing, chalet,even make up lesson is better than staying at home and feeling so lost...Well but I am glad to hear that most of my friends are enjoying their holidays... Alan made me feel much better just by talking to me today so thanks alot MJ soccer left back lol. Wish You all the best! Jia You! Gotta Go Cya....

"Cherish...always cherish what You have......"

Sorry.....

2008-05-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

Yup I know there werent supposed to be anymore updates but this is an exceptional cos it is very important that I do this for You, Joniece...

I made the mistake of my life last month when I fall into the trap of desiring what I dont have and not cherishing what I have with me. I am so sorry Joniece...for falling in love with that woman when in reality You are the one I truly loves....I am such a jerk to break Your heart but I realise that You are the one that I really want dear... You are the one that has been there for me when I was in hospital... You are the one that I am so happy with and You are the one I want to be with... Not Her dear...I know it's You dear...The one for me is You...

Sorry Joniece for hurting You so badly when You were so dependent on me...How I wish I can be killed for commiting that mistake...I hate myself and her so much now...cos I hurt the girl I love the most... It is all my fault...If time could turn back, I will never had chosen her over You, dear...she means absolutely nothing to me now...

I know a million or billion apologies will still not be enough for You to forgive me...but Dear I just want You to know I really want us to be together in the future... and Dear I seldom say this but I want You to know that You are the most beautiful in my eyes...

Dear I know now You are in the same situation as I was and I beg You to reconsider....Do not go into a relationship when You told me You know You guys are not compatible...dont do it on a moment of impulse like me.. cos it is a mistake I wish I will have never made...

Dear I know You have many reasons to not be with me...but I will do everything I can to solve them... I will use time to make You trust me again, I will work hard for myself and You, I will not waste Your time when You need to study, I will always love You dear... There is nobody else I want my dear to be except YOU...It is so hard to find someone where both the couple get along so well...so Dear, thanks for making that promise to me, thanks for agreeing to wait for me and not get into any relationships.... I swear to God I will never break Your heart again...

Some people must be thinking how childish or how a jerk I am, but Joniece You are practically everything in my life, You know... The reason I am fightning so hard for is because I really know that You are the women in my life...Some people may say how young are You only to know that... but in reality the feeling I got when You told me Your heart no longers belongs to me only, confirms that I really do love You so much and that I have already looked upon You as the woman in my future...the feeling of total emptiness and that my life no longer has any meaning I felt yesterday is so real... It hurts so much dear to know that You like another guy...It really does hurt me so much and I know now how You must have felt then....and I am so sorry for being the jerk that I was...I really know now that You are the girl I want to cherish for the rest of my life...

Dear, Dui Bu Qi! I dont care if everyone labels me as a jerk from now on... I really dont... becos all I care about now...is You... Dear pls take care of Your throat if You are reading this...(sorry for being random)
Dear, Your promise to me is what keeps me going on...and dear I swear that I will work very hard to chase You back...Believe me....I really want to be with You...

I love You so much my dear....I really do...

"No matter what it takes me, Dear, I will chase You back and bring You happiness...Believe me..."

THE END

2008-05-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

This shall be my last post for my blog... There will be no more updates or anything added to this blog...
The song below is for the most beloved girl in my life... Joniece Wong Jing Yi... I am sorry for breaking Your heart in the first place, Dear... I finally know how You felt....but dear I just want You to know... I still love You... I still do.......I want to be with You....J n S 4ever....

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风

冷得那么刺痛

只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落

被谁丢到了路口

我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛

我看到了恶梦

你微笑但是旁边的人不是我

天空切开一道裂缝

直接割到我心中

不想装作脆弱

也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意

你给了他的吻

虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性

求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你

可不可以任性

求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你....

"其实我非常爱你不想失去你, 难道我没有权利说我不愿意...."

End of.....

2008-05-21T06:02:00.001-07:00

Well this post shall talk about the end of alot of things such as end of the term, end of my wonderful cca, end of MJC soccer final match. Well let start by saying....E-Learning is DUMB!!! When ask the nearly the whole J2 cohort to log in at the same time for GP when the purpose of a scheduled e-learning time table is to prevent too many people from using the same system at the same time? Just cant believe why the school is so not flexible.

Anyway, a piece of good news today was that MJC won the soccer final! 2-1! But I missed all three goals cos I rushed there from my doctor appointment...sianz. Well today also marks the end of the term. Finally.... This term really sucks with so many difficult topic for every subject especially physics. Next term may be worse due to banding....pls let me be with my friends for every subject....I dont feel like adapting for now....

Well last week also marks the end of my CCA-GEM-The guitar ensemble of Meridian! Actually I kinda missed it now....cos without my cca...I dunno when I will find the time to pick up my guitar and start practising. I miss the people there too lol. Well but I am glad to say I had lots fun in guitar. Well below are some photos of my guitar cca ^^ Enjoy! Have a great holidays ahead!! Happy Mugging! ^^

K my eyes are really small lol

Dunno when this was taken LOL I look weird though haha

Eugene writing comments for me... lol

Last day of Guitar

During the TJ performance....

Men in Black

After the performance

Posing before the performance

Practising.... During CNY performance

Altos 1! ^^

Guitar Ensemble! ^^

J1 and J2 combined photo

J2 TJC concert performers ^^

At Mac celebrating ^^

"Your smile give me the greatest happiness in the world..."

18th Birthday!!!

2008-05-03T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hapyy 18th Birthday to me!!!! I had a great time the past three days thanks to my various groups of friends. Actually I should have been celebrating my birthday now with my wonderful guitar cca friends but I am too tired now to go out so a big sorry to all of them. I think I am going back to sleep after finishing this important post. But I appreciate their thoughts and so a big thanks to all of them who should be watching the movie "Ironmen" right now.

Well I must say thanks to alan lim, jian hong, Elmer, Guan yuan, eugene (TJC), wilson, wei qing who spend a part of their thursday with me. 4R2 rocks!! Enjoyed the meal we had together and hope we can do it again soon. (Hint: in two weeks time lol)

Next, I must thank Jon lim, sze jun and especially kelvin, desmond, yong jie, esther, lilian, rachel who stayed out till 12 just to wish me happy birthday. I am very touched!! THANK YOU ALL ^^

Lastly, must thank Joniece for coming out to spend my birthday with me today. I am sorry for being so close to ws. No matter what people said about us in the past, just take it as though as it is all bs k. Dont be angry over what these lame people said k. I still love you deeply....

Last but not least, thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday and even send me a sms to wish me happi birthday. I really appreciate all your efforts ^^ In the end, turns out I have a wonderful 18th birthday this year haha ^^ Thanks to all who made it possible. Gtg rest le.... Happy 18th birthday YinYong!! LOL

Beautiful Soul

i don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful

Your beautiful soul, yeah

"I don't want another pretty face...I just want You...."

Labour Day....

2008-04-30T08:41:00.001-07:00

Well it is about 20 minutes to labour day tomorrow now and tomorrow will really be "labour" day cos like what Hao Jie said, "Labour day means we got to do alot of labour(hw) and study" lol

Anyway, this monday alan told me on bus 3 that someone birthday is coming. I swear at that point I really didnt know who he meant. So I asked him who? He gave me his cheeky smile and say" Wei Qing lah" I even told him wei qing birthday 17 may still long long time. Cos in my mind, May really seems very long away. Anyway I think he was telling me my birthday was coming that day. For the first time in a long while, I didnt realise my birthday was coming soon. I have always looked forward to my previous birthdays as it always meant presents and cakes but somehow this year I didnt feel this way anymore. It isnt because of the fear of growing up but it was as though time stopped for me on 22 april. I only realise my birthday is coming soon when I checked my phone calendar to see whose birthdays was coming up.

Somehow I know my birthday this year will be quite boring... I wont ask anyone to go out that day cos I know everyone is busy mugging or resting. Anyway it feels weird to ask people to celebrate your birthday with you. Well at least I will be occupied in the morning thanks to my very good friend. Haha it even feels weird to talk about my own birthday here so i better stop. Anyway tomorrow meeting up with 4R2 guys. So long never see them le. Kinda miss the old days where we didnt have to worry so much about school work and other stuff and we could just make fun and joke with each other.

Gotta go...but I must say my TJC concert performance was FUN! Haha better to end on a high note. Take Care....

Just So You Know(old song but I just like it alot I guess...)

I shouldn't love You but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see You but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so You know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought You should know
I've tried my best to let go of You
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so You know

It's getting hard to be around You
There's so much I can't say
Do You want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

"I don't know how to be fine when I'm not.....Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop..."

Worst Day of my Life....

2008-04-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

I told some people the news today...people like the Darklord well he didnt believe me at all. I guess it is quite hard to believe me when I dont look sad at all. I still didnt manage to control my feelings in the end. I still cried in chem lecture. But I guess everyone was too busy copying the notes to notice. Haha lucky me right.

Amyway I told myself to buck up and act as though everything was fine throughout the day. I guess I did it somehow. I dont want others to ask me what happened cos I scared I may just find tears dripping down my eyes. What a crybaby right haha I am useless. As I look at the ring on my finger today, I felt so lost as though it no longer have a owner.

I hate the reason for this break up...cos it wasnt even our fault in the first place. We had so much memories together. It has been more than one year...then suddenly becos of some stupid reason, we have to leave each other... I hate today so much....I didnt even felt a tiny bit of happiness when i knew I got first for the chem spa trial.

I miss You...I really do.... Thanks for everything You did for me... My first Love... stay happy for me k.... I LOVE YOU....

Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along

And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go....

"I never want anyone else but You to be my first love....You and only You..."

Finally back....

2008-04-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

My blog was nearly dead but now I hope this can revive it... Anyway although this is abit lag but my March Block Test is finally over!! Didnt do as well as I did for my promos only got a H1 A (econs) which is only worth like a H2 E haha do so well in it also not much use. Only consolation was I improved my cohort ranking from 3rd to 2nd in school lol. Strive for first in MYE LOL (dream on). Anyway did terribily for my maths and physics. Maths dropped from A to U haha jus when I thought I deprove the most, eugene who scored the same marks for promos as me, got 2 marks less than me lol. Then physics, dropped from A to E haha. I know I cant push the blame to Mr someone who dont answer your question directly cos desmond still managed to get a Bgrade. Guess I just have to work harder for this subject to get back my A. Next is Chem which quite surprising I passed. Barely though haha. Hope to sustain my pass then strive to beat Ivan! (near impossible lol) Then GP which is the only subject my grade improve from promos, I got a C! Hope to get B for MYE and finally A for A levels! Haha must read more!!

Now back to present day, I did my class CIP today! Freaking tired the whole day. Sorry to Kelvin they all for not watching movie with them and alan they all for not pooling with them. Well the reason for me being so tired was due to the movie marathon. It was fun I guess to some extent. Heard some news but dont ask me pls (including you dear sorry) so I just tried my best to do what I can. I also knew that some ppl didnt have very good impression of me haha guess I must not be like that anymore. Anyway I, YJ, AT,AL and Des went home early to rest. I slept from 7 to 11(nearly late oops) then went to my class cip. (link back to Topic sentence)

Well after my class cip, nearly the whole class went to City Hall and ate pepper lunch for lunch lol sounds quite obvious. Well anyway I went home after that to sleep again. Woke up at 9pm. And here I am blogging. Oh ya one more thing PROJECTWORK results is out today. Audrey and Desmond sms to tell me my results so thanks alot to them. At first was happy to know my whole group got A under my superb leadership lol bhb but well I cant feel happy after hearing the whole class result. He is after all one of my first good friends I made in JC. But I believe he will be back to normal and work harder after all he is the most cheerful person I ever known. Jia You!! Well I must thank my PW group here for tolerating my lameness, bhbness and all the other -ve things they endured during the course of the whole PW. Hope You guys had fun working with me as a group cos I certainly did ^^. I achieved what I hoped for when I became the leader of my PW grp (even though I became the leader purely by luck lol) and that is to let the whole grp score A for PW. Well I really owe you guys plus a girl alot alot. So THANK YOU all so much!! Gtg now le. I dunno when I will blog again but I hope it wont be long. Cya all!!

"I am sure You can feel that I love You...trust me..."

Eve of Eve of Eve of Eve of Eve of Chinese New Year!

2008-02-01T01:57:00.000-08:00

I cant wait for CNY to come!!!! No it is not about the hongbaos, the food, the new clothes or shoes and it is not becos I love CNY but it is becos of REST!! The chance to finally sleep till I dont feel like sleeping anymore and wake up without feeling like a zombie. Anyway I just came back from roughly 3 hours of physio. When I did the wall squats, I finally realise how slow one second can be. Waiting for 30 seconds to pass was like forever man. Luckily my next physio is in two weeks time.

My class designed the notice this tuesday or at least a handful of them did. I only stayed back and cleaned up the place lol pai seh alan. Well I and Kelvin managed to take some photos of our class ppl during that day and without further delay... here they are!

Jonathan proving his worth to have a chance of joining MS aka Mugger Society.

Benjamin, DL, and Alan discussing plans for notice board.

Well in the end Li(square)an took over lol

Dunno if they were discussing or just gossiping lol

The girls just look LOL jking Jking actually they put in most of the work 90% I think lol so thank you all so much!!

The SLACKER!!!! Actually no lah he did went and buy materials for the class. haha slacker should be me instead haha

President of MS trying to recruit more members. (He is the guy on the right with the crumpler bag)

JK still discussing...actually I think he was just chit chatting lol

Smile! ^^

One try to make the photo look bad while the other try to look nice for the photo. Irony...lol

The ppl that contributes most to the noticeboard. Not forgetting Kelvin, Hao Jie and Desmond who bought those materials

Kelvin reward? A nice sandwich and nuggets lol

Supervisor and workers...

Kelvin attempt of trying to make the background look blur and the nike sign look clear. Quite nice I must say lol

Lastly to link back to my introduction(GP influence), Jonathan showing how much he want to go into MS again LOL

Hope everyone enjoy this post and have a great time during the CNY. (Dont care abt all the hw LOL have fun and rest!!)

"GXFC,STJK and lastly WSRY!"

Long Time No Blog

2008-01-16T06:46:00.000-08:00

Wow cant believe the last time I blogged was one year ago lol sounds very long ago. Anyway I finally got my new phone!! A viewty! Aka KU 990. Decided not to buy SE W960i in the end cos too ex plus I going army next year so not much use for such a good phone. Anyway the Viewty looks very nice cos I like its screen alot. 3 inches! OMG lah. It is totally touchscreen except for the three buttons below the screen. Still getting used to smsing using the touchscreen but I am getting better at it le lol.

The phone also can watch divx movies and they look great on the phone cool man lol. Well school been so busy nowadays and I am still in a holiday mood. Better start mugging soon haha. Well I will leave You guys with a picture of my new phone and hope I can update soon ^^

"Nothing can change my love for You..."

End of 2007....

2007-12-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

Finally back blogging! ^^ This should most likely be the last post for 2007. This year has been filled with ups and downs with my leg injury, finding my dear, getting promoted, getting my surgery and many many more...

Well hopefully can meet up with my friends for New Year Countdown and have some fun before the school torture officially begins next wed. Still left some hw, hopefully can complete them all by Sunday. Gave up studying for the phy and chem test. No motivation lol. Well to everyone, a very wonderful 2008 ahead and stay happy! ^^

Lyrics for one the songs in my blog...(Make my post longer lol)

I knew I loved You... By Savage Garden

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

"I knew I loved You before I met You..."

Blogging...

2007-12-07T00:14:00.001-08:00

Finally back blogging!! I went for a knee surgery last thursday as I wanted to make my leg back to normal so that I can play sports again and not becos I want to torture myself and waste money. Anyway my right leg still hurts like crap after the surgery but well at least it feels better compared to last week. I done almost nothing for my holiday hw cos whenever I want to do it, I end up slacking or watching tv lol. Guess I will start soon...i hope lol.

Anyway I will finally be uploading photos after such a long time. Photos of my class chalet, guitar camp, my hospital stay but dont expect a tons of photos. I only upload a few lol lazy pai seh.

Well time passes so fast, to think that the holidays left only about 3 weeks more then it will be complete hell for the next coming year filled with stress, pressure and everything bad...(Sounds like ingredients to make the naughty powerpuff girls lol lame)

Hope everyone will get to enjoy their remaining holidays and my Christmas wish is for everyone to stay happy and healthy!! Next year will be a better one (cos my leg will recover by then lol)!!
Oh ya can SE pls release the phone I want asap...

Photos below ^^

My first meal in the hospital...milo and mee tae mak(sp?)

My lunch or dinner (cant rmb) for guitar camp

Getting ready to watch movie during guitar camp

I was forced to take this pic lol but I liked it haha ^^

Just realised there is alot of food photos for this post lol MANGO YUMMM!!

What people do when they are so bored in the hospital...take pic of their own hand lol

Bowling scores for the class chalet

Playing billard during class chalet... the dark guy in the background is Sze Chin btw

Mahjong! The most active game for the chalet

Blurry picture of the guys during AnM game

Kelvin sleeping...

while the girls try to sneak up on him lol (no link I know)

Class Bonding!!

Some play chess...

Some check out their new phone...

while others bowl...

Yong Jie the main chef

SJ and Alan the helpers

The rest slacking haha jking jking...

especially HaoJie lol

Well tt all hopefully the next time I blog, I will have completed all my holiday hw lol (I know it cant happen unless I never blog)

I want to hold Your hand and tell You 4#*5683#*968!

Updated!

2007-11-22T07:37:00.001-08:00

Updated! LOL lame... nothing much to say except I feel bored...

"Love is when I look into Your eyes and cant look away..."

End of PW!!...nearly...

2007-11-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

I just realised my last few posts is all about PW lol. Luckily PW is finally about to end!! Just one more day ^^ I think what I will miss most about PW is teasing my group members and jking around with them lol

So tomorrow going to school at 1pm(instead of 11.30am) to meet Miss Tan to hand up the GPF(Group Proposal File) since Audrey got floorball. Great tt means I can get more sleep at home lol anyway next monday will be class chalet, hopefully will be able to have lots of fun there. Having my leg surgery on 29th of this month which probably means one week of my holidays will be wasted in the hospital or in my house. Which means less time to go out and have fun sianz. dunno if I should start doing my holiday hw anot cos they seems alot but I still wanna relax first.

Think I will start doing what I need to do after next week bah. Enjoy the holidays everyone! ^^

"I want to spend more time with You..."

Bad Day...

2007-10-25T04:28:00.000-07:00

Head feel freaking giddy now just want to sleep now but I still must blog for a important reason. Well today was a bad day from the start. Yesterday felt sick after eating dinner then went to sleep for 12 hours? lol Anyway wake up feeling damn giddy and tired. Was deciding whether to go for OP preparation...in the end still decided to go cos we only have two more dry runs left so must make use of them and not hai4 my group in any way. So left for school with the guitar in my hand which felt so extra whenever I get on and get down the bus(perhaps it was becos I was feeling sick today lol.)

So met my group and went looking for empty classroom for OP preparation but couldnt find any. In the end we went to eat first. I didnt have any appetite so didnt eat. So I went to go look for empty classroom again after they started/finished(cant rmb exactly) eating. Felt so giddy when walking up the stairs that I nearly didnt hear JH calling my name lol. Anyway went back to canteen to look for them. Well they were busy doing their stuff. When I ask them if they wanna still do OP, well they just say ya and continued doing their stuff. Nobody asked me so how? When are we going to do our OP? I felt as though only I cared about the OP preparation. I waited for them to ask me when we going to do OP but they never did. They were just busy with their own stuff(the main thing that frustrated me).

So this is where I lost it. Possibly becos of my fever which caused me to be so hot-tempered lol lame...I raised my voice and ask them when they wanna to do OP. They say ya we want to do but where? So I asked them got any suggestion, some say area behind LT, then some will say dont want cos got people. Some say Library but then discussion room will surely be booked. So finally I said Samuel house and the matter is solved. Well I have to apologise to my group mates
for raising my voice at them where I could have just asked them to stop whatever they are doing and discuss as a group where to do our OP preparation. Guess I am still not a very good leader. Yup so a big sorry to my group members, Audrey, Jon, Jun Kang and Samuel.

Anyway at Sam house felt even more giddy couldnt focus on OP much. Sze Jun group came as well as they also couldnt find a place to practise. Well in the end, still flunked my OP, still talk too fast lol. Started coughing near the end of day, made my day even worse.

Well the next three days will not be filled with OP anymore. So my group members, feel free to study Chinese if u wish or just do whatever u want (eg. work on OP weakness and practise) OP preparation will resume on Monday after Chinese A level so to my group members and everyone else all the best for OP and Chinese A levels if u are taking them. ^^ Gtg rest...

"I made a mistake..."

OP Dry RUN

2007-10-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

Today was OP dry run. Luckily it is dry run and not wet run if not later I fall down................................................lame....

Anyway I must first thank Amanda, Yong Jie and Sze Jun for lending us their voice despite their busy schedule. I must also thank their group members for letting us borrow them lol. Ya a big thank You to You all ^^

Below is the modified song which they sang. The title is "At the beginning". You can hear it in my blog. As for their version, if u want to hear it just ask from me LOL. Of cos I will ask their permission first. A stands from Angelina Jolie and the R stands for refugees lol. I know some part dont rhyme at all but this was the best we could think of for now. So enjoy the song and good luck for OP everyone! ^^

(A)We were strangers,
never knowing we’ll meet
Never dreaming
what I’ll see the world to be
Now here I am,
and I’m suddenly thinking,
how to help the refugees

(R) we didn’t know you
we thought the world didn’t care bout us
Unexpected
that you came to find us
When we lost hope
you were there to support us
this is the start

Chorus

(R) And life is a road
and we wanna keep going
you are our angel
showering us with care
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

(A) I'll be there when the world stops caring
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

(A) We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(R) Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both) Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

(Both) I knew there was somebody somewhere
that will be there for us
Now we know our lives will go on
we’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna make us lose heart

(Chorus)

R) And life is a road
and we wanna keep going
you are our angel
showering us with care
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

(A) I'll be there when the world stops caring
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
you are our angel showering us with care on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
you are our angel showering us with care
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

'In the end....I want You to be beside me..."

PW crazy

2007-10-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

Well these past few days have been filled with nothing but PW. Been doing PW everyday till I see my PW group mates more than I see my siblings. Feel really bad to keep on going Samuel house to do PW. Haha his siblings must be hoping for PW to end asap so that they can get their computers back lol.

Anyway there was some typos errors in WR which I hope the teacher will not spot cos I didnt LOL. Anyway OP group presentation is driving me mad. I really cant think of what to do for group presentation at all. Think until I crazy le still cant think of any. Well at least PW meeting is more fun and filled with more laughter nowadays. Hopefully I can sort everything out and get my group a A for PW.

Gtg think for ideas le. Jia You PW group! ^^

"I tease You only because I like You..."

PW!!

2007-10-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

Well today, my beloved secretary complained that I never update my blog so here I am lol. Well I will talk about the most recent thing which was the release of the promos results.

Maths-A(Promos) -C(Midyear)

Well this year promos is manageable for me I guess. I kinda expect a B or A so this result wasnt much of a surprise. So hopefully can keep up the good work and continue to get A for next year tests haha.

Chinese-A(P)-U(Midyear)

What a improvement from U to A lol. Didnt study for chinese at all LOL so lucky got a A. Thought I will do badly for Compo cos I got no inspiration that day so lucky still got enough for a A grade. Hopefully A level can also can A haha.

Econs-A(P)-C(Midyear)

This was quite surprising cos even though the paper wasnt super difficult I thought I would only get a B at most. Well I guess I nearly did since I got 70.6 which means I just managed to get an A. Dont think I will get A again though lol.

Physics-A(P) -D(Midyear)

This was the second most surprising result. Like I said I didnt see the last question which was worth ten marks until like when I was left with 3 minutes lol. So I only did part 1 of that question and got 2 marks lol. So I thought at most get B only. Well the paper was relatively manageable since the top can actually get 92 lol. Beat me by 20 marks haha. Well I am still glad that I got an A. Really very lucky lol. Now I know next time I will check my paper more carefully le lol.

GP-D(P)-D(Midyear)

Well let just say I am glad I passed for Gp. I missed a three mark question for this paper which could have gotten me a C but well I am contented with a D as long as passed can le.

Chemistry-E(P)-U(Midyear)

The most suprising result of all my promos results. I really thought I will get 30 marks at most cos I totally screwed up my section C. I wasnt confident of my MCQ also even though others said that it was manageable. So I was so shocked to see that I passed when Kelvin passed me my paper. Freaking lucky. Well Ivan totally dominated the H2 subjects by topping all of them even though Alan got same marks as him for Physics. He got B for chem which was like absolutely amazing lol.

Well so my promos grades is DAAAAE which is quite unexpected. Hopefully next year can maintain my As and improve my D and E. May the whole class get promoted together and to my wondeful PW members, Jia You and let's all get A for PW LOL ^^

Here is another lame joke to share with U guys, what criminals are the strongest?

Ans is...Shoplifter cos they lift the whole shop LOL

Here is one for U guys to thing about...why flamingos stands with one leg? Have fun thinking ^^

"Just know that I miss You, want You, need You and I love You..."

Open House

2007-10-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Been so tired these past few days due to Open House preparation. I never expected that playing guitar can be so tiring. Well at least I am glad to say that I know three songs now, Sway, Home and Lemon Tree ^^. Hopefully tomorrow performance can be successful. Oh ya my CT want me to invite all my junior to come to MJ Open House. Well if U are my junior, try to make it cos I will be performing LOL (may be a turn-off instead).

Well I will be getting back my promos results next week so better enjoy my next few days before reality hits me in the face. oh ya share one cold joke with U guys, what did Sushi A said to Sushi B when they saw each other?

Ans is..."What's Up, B"
cos.........Wasabi lol lame sia

Here is one for U all to guess, feel free to type Ur answers in the tagboard ^^
"Nitrogen, oxygen, carbon dioxide are in MJC Orientation, no matter what thing the Orientation Group Leaders tell them to do, Nitrogen always volunteer to go first." Why? Have fun guessing! ^^

"台上一分钟，台下十年功..."

End of Torture!!

2007-09-28T23:36:00.000-07:00

Wow finally I am back after such a long blog drought. Bet alot of people miss me rite lol. Anyway Promos is finally over!! Well think chem will probably get me killed in one way or the other. And I think I am jinxed for this promos. I actually missed ten marks for physics paper and 3 marks for GP. Great, like I wasnt dead enough. Dont want to talk abt it anymore since it is over, just blame myself for being extremely careless. Just want to say when U have 40 mintues left after finishing the physics paper, better check if U got miss any questions cos most of the time U did lol.

Anyway after the maths test, a group of guys namely me, Jon, Sze Jun, AT, Hao Jie and Kelvin went to watch the movie Underdog. Well,I was just glad the ticket costs 7 bucks. The place was less than half filled. Actually I think only got us and a group of kids with their parents. After the movie, I, Jon, AT and Sze Jun went to the dark lord hideout. Lol jking jking. We went to Sze Jun family shop and played PS2 there. Had a fun time there so thanks alot SJ ^^

Couldnt went out yesterday to see the class jersey cos my aunt lost her phone and needed my IC to get a new line since she used my IC to register for the line last year. So didnt do much yesterday except play my PS2 and replenish my sleep. Well no matter what happens hope the whole class can get promoted together and enjoy the little holidays we have left ^^

"Time to have fun before reality hits us..."

Movies!!

2007-09-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

Slacker of the year!!! Me!! lol. I watched two movies in three days lol 1408 and Ratatouile. Both are two very different movies. 1408 is a horror movie that is quite unique in its way of scaring the audience. I love the suspense parts and there is some dark humour as well. Amazingly, after the movie I felt as though I am in a dream. As though everything is unreal.

Anyway, watched ratatouile today. I gotta say it is the tastiest movie I ever watched. The food all look so nice! Almost made me want to find a rat to cook for me lol (lame). Anyway I did my phy promos revision papers rather than the additional questions teacher ask us to do. Wa sian why didnt I check his email earlier? Feel like watching another movie lol die le hooked onto movies.

Anyway to all JC mugger out there, mug hard but rest well 2! Jia You everyone!

"Someone pls give me motivation..."

Happy Teachers Day!!

2007-09-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

Well to all the lucky teachers(lol) that have taught me, a very happy teachers day to U all!! Yesterday had a celebration in MJ first before going back to NAS. The celebration in MJ wasnt very exciting cos the party wasnt that fun except when we were playing the musicial chairs. Becos other than that time, the class is still quite divided with the guys and girls on one side. Hopefully we will be able to bond as a class more next year. We only have one more year with each other after all.

Went back to NAS on a crowded 39. Saw many old friends. Feels like a mini reniuion but somehow something seems to be missing. I also cant pintpoint it. We went to Tmall for lunch but have to be separated cos not enough table. Didnt talk much cos I felt too tired. I am not emo lol. Anyway went home to rest before eating dinner with my friend. Thanks for keeping me accompany, I really appreciate it.

Didnt mug today cos had other things today. Guess I will start mugging tomorrow. Hopefully I can find the mugger spirit in me lol. Enjoy Ur holidays for poly friends and for JC friends, Mug Hard and all the best for promos! ^^

"How I wish I can turn back time and experience my sec 4 life again(minus the O level part)..."

MRI

2007-08-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

Reached home at 4 today so shiok. My friends now must still be having PW or getting ready for P.E lol. Anway had my MRI(Metallic Resonance Imaging) just now. Lie down in this big machine thingy for nearly half an hour. Cant move at all plus there are loud sounds coming out from the machine. Nearly fall asleep though lol cos they gave us headphones.

Change my blog song to something more cheerful. To everyone out there who accidentally fallen in love, do not be scared to chase it. Cos love is a amazing thing. ^^ Anyway to all TP (poly) people who are taking their exams, good luck and hope nobody have to take the Supp papers! ^^ Jia You!

"Love is the best accident anyone can ever have..."

Studies...

2007-08-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

Time... so important in life. The funny thing is it took me 17 years to realize that. I broke up becos I didnt had time for my gf. But now that I have more time, I wonder if my mind is still there to focus on my studies. Failed my chem test so sad. I studied for it but still did badly.

Now, I only have time to just finish my tutorials. No time to start revise my promos at all. There is only one month left!! lol so dead le. Monday finally going for my leg MRI. I can finally know what is wrong with my leg. I really hope that my leg has recovered by itself cos I really want to play sports again. Not being able to play sports is so boring sigh...

Oh ya Alan lim told me in class if I am changing my blog address. I decided not to cos I would have to trouble all my friends to relink me. Perhaps after my promos is over then I will go change it. Well gtg le. Take care all my friends! And Mug Hard ^^

"Did I make a mistake?...I guess I will never know..."

End of a fairytale...

2007-08-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

It all started out as a fairytale for me as I thought no girl will ever like me or even love me... but then You came along and brought so much joy in my life that I can never forget about You...
You deserve someone better than me who will never have enough time for You. Thanks for giving me the miracle...I will never forget You...

后视镜里的世界
越来越远的道别
你转身向背
侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追
竟听见你的泪

在车窗外面排徊
是我错失的机会
你站的方位
跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退
你的崩溃在窗外零碎

我一路向北离开有你的季节
你说你好累已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹过往的画面
全都是我不对
细数惭愧我伤你几回

This song may not have much link to our relationship but I hope You will like it...

"Leaving You is the hardest decision I will ever make..."

Secret

2007-08-10T04:07:00.000-07:00

These are the lyrics for the theme song of Secret. Enjoy ^^

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

"My eyes are not looking at my guitar when I am playing...because they are looking at You..."

National Day!!

2007-08-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hi all!! Haha even though the title is National Day, this post has pretty much nothing to do with it except for the colour of the post lol. This week was quite short but still very tiring. Well tuesday was someone birthday..but I cant remember clearly whose birthday it was le. lol anway sorry to that person for not going to the dinner outing pai seh. Hope U like the movie though.

Then wednesday have to reach sch by 6.30 due to guitar performance. So I woke up at around 5 lol. Then I reached sch like 6.10 lol too early le. Anyway the performance was great (in my opinion) except when Alan call my phone while I was on the stage lol.

Then after was the econs test which I hardly studied for. Kelvin was beside me drawing on his paper lol. In the end, I didnt even do my 2nd essay question and handed the paper up. I couldnt join my class for class outing cos I promised my "friends" that I will have lunch with "them". So sorry lol bet alot of U guys miss me rite lol

Ate at Sakae haha eat until so full then I didnt eat dinner. I watched Secret! Pretty nice show with a twist that was quite unexpected. Anway I like the part when Jay Chou was asked by xiao yu(female lead) why he like to play the piano with one hand, cos his reply was "so that I can hold You with my other hand" Too bad guitar cannot use one hand to play only lol

Anyway, this national day holiday can hardly be considered as a holiday at all with all the tutorials we have to do. But I still managed to update photos(both past and present) so enjoy and happy mugging! ^^

At the class chalet...

Kelvin pouring the charcoal

Three musketeers haha

The umbrella is to protect their fair skin from sunlight LOL

Or perhaps it was to protect the charcoal from the rain haha

Three musketeers group photo lol

The princesses of 07S207

Playing ball

Our beloved teacher...Mr Gan(who went off before the bbq even started lol)

Food!!!

Must have taken this pic by accident

Sea monsters lol

Educational Game for the whole family lol

The sea monster strikes!!

and everyone ran off leaving their handphones behind lol

Other events...

The other use of wallet...

See the S on the cover lol so nice (plus it is green haha)

Model in the making....posing even when sleeping(the amazing thing is he actually know someone is taking his pic lol)

Kelvin PW group lol I guess their groundbreaker must be the person who invented poker cards haha

Quoting from Jacky Wu..."Jian4 Gui3 Ah!!!" lol

For some reason this pic reminds me of a Harry Potter movie

M18

R21

Alan head lol

Samuel and Junkang during PW

Jonathan supervising lol

The green girl lol

Jun Kang playing DOTA

Such a big lightbulb haha lame

Not a very nice colour when You mix blue and red

Preparing for the performance

Ee yen doing last minute practice

V for Vying for attention lol

Regina and Clarene

SLacking after performance

Sushi!!

Haha they looked kinda cute so took a pic of them before I ate them up haha

Well that's all folks!! Have fun and Smile!

"Your tears hurt me more than anything else in the world..."

HOME

2007-08-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

So sorry to my blog fans out there for not blogging for so long. (I doubt I got any blog fans now though haha). I was even busier this week compared to last week. This is becos of guitar!! As I have to perform for National Day this coming wed, I had rehearsals, practises from monday to friday except tuesday. Which mean I almost reached home at 7 plus each day. Super stressed sia. No time to do anything at all.

Well despite of all that, I still enjoy guitar lol cos at least now I can play a song!! Well if You haven guessed by now, that song is HOME ^^ I can play for anyone who dare to hear me play LOL. During the first rehearsal, I felt so nervous that I made quite a few mistakes while playing lol. Hopefully I can overcome that by wednesday.

The promos are coming so soon and I haven start revising anything yet. Furthermore, next week got two tests!! Chem and econs! Econs still have to be after National Day celebrations plus it is a two hour test. Cant we even have a break for once? Tomorrow still have to do PW. LOL so screwed up now. Wanted to put some long overdue pics on my blog to liven it up but I got no time left le. Gtg do my EOM. I promise to upload them one day...hopefully that day will be within this year LOL byez!!

"Time always passes like the speed of light when You are enjoying Yourself...no wonder I never seems to feel that I spend enough time with You..."

Busy Busy Busy

2007-07-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

This week is best described using one word...Busy!! Extremely Busy until I didnt have time to go online till now. Lots of PW to do!! Plus endless tutorials and still have to study for promos. And as if that is not enough, Our principal have to give us a talk telling us how little time we have to prepare for our Promos. I never felt so stressed in my life before sia.

And I want to watch the Simpsons!! Anyone can just ask me out to watch!! Pls pls lol. I need a break from studying(even though I am not really studying alot lol)

Gtg do EOM and WR le. Byez!! Hope to be able to come online soon ^^

"I need Your love more than anything else..."

End...

2007-07-22T05:38:00.001-07:00

Managed to read finish the last Harry Potter book this afternoon. Warning Spoilers ahead!!(Dont Say I never warn You)

------------------------Spoilers Ahead!!---------------------------

The ending was like I expected, a happily ever after kind. He-who-must-not-be-named is killed by his own spell. Lots of character died. For eg: Mad-Eye Moody, Tonks, Lupin, Fred and even Dobby. Well this story is alot more emotional and more "dark" compared to the rest of the books in the series. Didnt realise I read it so fast such that when I reached the last page, I feel a bit of sadness. I truly enjoyed myself reading the whole Harry Potter series. Just a bit se3 bu4 de3 that it have to end so fast. Well, I guess Harry Potter will always be one of the novels I enjoyed reading so much. Haha gtg choing my hw le. Byez!!

"Dont ever feel insecure...because I love You and You only..."

Overview

2007-07-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

This week seems so tiring and broke a personal record of mine. Hey wait...it broke two records. I didnt do any single hw at home from monday to right now. And I managed to survive this week without getting scolded haha. The next record is that I reached home after 5 for this five days! From monday to friday! Never in my studying life had I achieved such a feat.

Let see... monday sch end at 5.05. Then tuesday end at 3.30 due to listening compre but I went gym till 5 lol. Wednesday is CCA end at 5 plus. Now every thursday have physics remedial till 4.15. But he ended late that day at around 4.30. By the time I reached home, it was 5.15 lol. And today...had guitar again so went back home at 5 again. If this continues, I guess I will really be dead for promos lol.

Therefore I conclude homework done is inversely proportional to the time You reach home. The earlier You reach home, the more homework You will do(for most people lol). And I think I am going to extend my record of not doing homework at home lol cos I will be getting my Harry Potter book tomorrow and I guess I will most likely spend the weekends reading it. Haha I cant wait!! ^^

"You are like a magician in my life...cos You never fail to amaze me whenever You are with me..."

Harry Potter

2007-07-14T21:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! Watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on thursday night. Well the movie was enjoyable just that the movie changed quite alot of stuff from the book. Now I cant wait for the final book to come out. 6 more days only lol.

I cant believe there is only like 9 more weeks to Promos. Time passes so fast. Guess must start to mug already. So I better go mug now lol. Jking lah I go practise my guitar le. Byez!

"You never fail to cheer me up..."

Graduation Day!!(not mine though lol)

2007-07-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hi!! Last Saturday was my brother graduation day at NUS. 07/07/07, such a nice date to remember rite. Met my sisters at Clementi Mrt station along with my aunt and grandma.
Since there were 5 of us, took a cab to NUS cultural hall with my second sis.

Upon reaching there, my sis spotted my brother before I knew it. We took lots of photos but I will only upload a few lol cos too many to upload le. Time really pass very fast man. My brother graduate from university already and I have to register for my NS in a week time. Soon I hope I can have my university graduation day too.

After the photo taking session, my brother told us he booked a table at Settler's Cafe for the whole family. So my whole family excluding my aunt and grandma went to Clarke Quay Settler's cafe. With six person, we wanted to take two cab there. Shockingly the first cab driver actually allowed six of us into his cab. So amazingly, me, my two sis, my brother and my mum all squeezed into the back seats. That was the most fun cab ride I ever had. LOL. Well, we managed to reach there safe and sound lol and ate dinner and played lots of fun games there. For the first time since Chinese New Year, my family can sit around a table and eat dinner together. We laughed and enjoyed ourselves alot. I really recommend Settler's Cafe if You are looking for a fun place to go to.

At 10pm, my parents went home. I, along with my two sisters, my elder sis bf and her two friends went to PartyWorld near chinatown. We sang songs till 3am(actually I didnt sing any songs haha) then reached home at 4am haha. Overall it was a wonderful day and I truly enjoyed myself ^^

P.S: In case anyone is interested, my mid year results is C(Econs) C(Maths) D(Phy) D(GP) U (Chem). Chinese I didnt take so most likely is a U also haha. Must work harder for Promos! Jia You everyone!!

Haha I find this pic very funny.

Reading is good! ^^

My sis asked me to remain in this pose lol (That is my aunt btw)

Smile!!

Smile again!!

Amazingly, we were both looking elsewhere.

My elder sis and Me

My second sis was supposed to be the main person. I am just a passer-by lol

NUS between two fingers(Not mine btw)

My sister introducing me...or is it my brother lol

Even Bears graduate from NUS! LOL

In the cab...

The two relatively more comfortable seats in front haha

Passed by Haw Par Villa! So long never go le...

At Settler, my sis asked me to not smile for her LOL

Playing one of the games

Looks like lego rite haha

First time see people read newspaper at Karaoke Room lol

My sis and her bf lol so sweet

Taken at 3 am... lol

"I want to be Your Prince..."

Results...

2007-07-06T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey I am back! Had my chinese A level oral on wed and well I think it was ok. Not too hard and not too easy. I even said "then" during the oral and the examiners even laughed lol. I just realised my blog is running out of pictures. Guess I have been too lazy to take any photos nowadays.

The past two days were sort of good and bad. Good as in I never get zero for any test yet...bad in the fact my class haven receive any exams results except chinese yet and I never take chinese lol. Others already know either their chem or physics except us haha all we know is mcq scores. Well I got 9/20 for phy mcq, 20/30 for chem mcq. And I passed my GP compre!! 26/50 lol Hopefully next week when I blog can bring good news. Hopefully...

"I have never forgotten about You...and I never will..."

101th Post!!

2007-07-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

Haha didnt realise my previous post was my 100th post till just now. Today was so boring except when I went out with eugene cos we saw JH meeting his gf. Haha so qiao. Btw E-learning sucks!! Need to do so many assignment. Cant we even have a small break? JC=no life!!

Got my Harry Potter tickets today yeah!! 12 July!! Cant wait!! Nothing much to blog abt le. Oh ya I cant wait to watch the Simpsons Movie also haha. Cya everyone!

"I never knew the feeling of being loved...until I met You...and I never want that feeling to go away..."

Three of the best months I ever had...

2007-06-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

Missed my Chinese Mid Year Exam. Dont even want to talk abt it. Hence have to go early in the morning today back to school to give MC. I was so unlucky to have my chinese A level Oral on the same date as my MRI scan. The teacher told me that it would be very hard to reschedule my Oral hence I went to reschedule my appointment instead. Arrgh!!!

So now I have to wait almost two months till August 28th!! Sianz ah. How suay can I be! Hopefully wont get delayed this time round. I just want to know what' wrong with my leg. Oh ya just spent 9.50 on F4 movie. Wah die le no money to spend now.

Only good thing now is I have holidays till thurs. Stupid A level oral means till wed only. But have E-learning to do lol sianz ah. Better enjoy while I still can. Think I will be dead when I get back my results...0 for chinese LOL. Enjoy the "holidays" everyone!!

"The past three months have been the most amazing three months I ever had...and it is all because of You..."

End of MYE!! (Almost...)

2007-06-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

I survived the MMYE!!!(Meridian Mid-Year-Exams) LOL. Actually not yet but only left chinese tomorrow and I dont consider it a subject that required studying LOL so MYE is over to me at least haha.

Chem on monday was a killer confirm get U(Ungraded) le LOL. Econs er never do 8 marks question, essay never write conclusion=U also. Today was maths and physics....haha think I get U also le. First time all my exams grades all the same so constant haha.

Hopefully can do well for chinese tomolo. Cant wait for weekends to come!! Enjoy everyone!! ^^

"You are the first person I want to see every day of my life..."

MYE!!!

2007-06-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Haha amazingly I am blogging here just before my MYE(Mid-Years Exams). Let's see...haven practice my maths yet all, physics is as blur as my bio(Note:I never took bio before lol), chem haha let not even talk abt it...and ECONS!!! Never start memorising yet LOL planning to choing tomorrow. Haha dont even care abt chinese at all.

Hopefully I can still get at least one pass for my MYE. For the first time, I really feel that I am going to fail all my exams LOL. MJC made me feel so stupid haha. Instead of seeing my chem notes just now, I been looking for songs to update my playlist. The funny thing is all the songs I updated are old songs lol.

Well wish everyone all the best for their upcoming exams ^^ Jia You everyone and may we all get through it as soon as possible. ^-^-^

"You are like a fairy to me...becos You grant me my greatest wish when You let me hold Your hand..."

Very True!

2007-06-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

I saw this from friendster and found most of the points to be very true. Haha so I decided to post it here. ^^

We don't care if You talk to other guys.
We don't care if You're friends with other guys.
But when You're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and You jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls You, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell You You're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince You.
One the sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, You can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the dooropen.
Take Advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for You! Dont "feel bad"about it.
We enjoy doing it. It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If You kiss us when You know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with You in the firstplace, You don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt You have or put on every kind of makeup You own.
We like You for who You are and not what You wear.

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as Your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Show, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if You aren't being treated right by a guy,dont't wait for him to change.ditch his sorry,disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat You with utter respect

Someone who will honor Your morals.

Someone who will make You smile when You're at Your lowest.

Someone who will care for You even whenYou make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad You make them feel, or what You do.

Someone who will stop what they are doing just to look You in the eyes....and say"I love You" ..and actually mean it.

Someone who is willing to take the effort to change every single you in this post to You...

"I just want to be sweet to You...You and only You..."